Crash.

Movedd.

2009-08-03T19:54:00.005+08:00

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Im holding back my tears..

2009-07-30T22:24:00.001+08:00

Only two pictures of myself today, upload them another day, too lazy because blogger have been a chore for not having the uploading picture button for so long. Fix the bug soon! Had macdonalds with schoolmates today. Haha they were hilarious. after that only Shiqing, Koksoon, Ian and i went to 496, (around there) to slack. After slacking, i went to Tm to meet Baby. Wasn't quite in a good mood today, sorry Baby. X. Jerald was also there, we walked around while i went for a deodorant hunt. Out of stock. What the fuck. Then went to 164 to slack, another guy came to slack with us. Had a tiff with Baby.

Sorry, i cant explain my moodiness neither can i explain my tiredness today. Didnt expect such a thing to happen, i was hoping for pleasant day with you. But your reaction was seriously too exaggerating. Couldnt take the pressure, i cried while walking to main road for cab. Was on the phone with Feliciabee then. Thanks for your comforts, Felicia and Tiffany. ^^ Its good to have a blog, i can pour out my feelings here!!!!!!! Love my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Muacks to blog.

Baby, i know you're hurting, i know i was wrong.
I want you to believe me when i apologise, i promise no white lies.
But please open up your heart, i'd try to be better.
Been trying real hard..

Bulls eye!

2009-07-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

Pictures from yesterday.

Starting from yesterday..
Happy birthday Brandon!
And smash that cake on your face! (:

Disappointingly went to prepare to meet Felicia and Brandon, was upset with Baby! Surprisingly, i reached kr before Felicia! Haha. I rock! Went into kr, tried to push everything behind me and gave a cute painting i did to Baby :D. Forgot to take a picture of it for my blog, urgh, starting to get forgetful. Hmm, so Felicia and i left and scurried to the usual shopping malls you'd find in Tampines. Ha. To purchase a cake of cause. The moment we reached there, we went shopping instead and spent on our stuffs when we were supposed to eye for cakes! I couldnt find my lip balm and i was like scrutinizing the shelves for my desirable deodorant. Please notice me if you ever see a deodorant called Fa with Pink Paradise scent in shops around Tampines, would certainly love you to death. Seems like my deodorant was totally out of stock everywhere. Got our shopping done and quickly bought the cake, rushed over to 161 to celebrate. Met the rest there. Tiffany and i were planning to escape from getting smashed by cake, in case. We were so elated to found out that they didnt smash cake on any of us! Except Brandon and some unfortunate people lol! Not long Baby and Brandon left. The remaining headed to a playground. While climbing up to the top most of the playground, i got my head banged against the metal opening,the pain was agonizing! Luckily nobody saw me getting hit, embarrassing! Took many pictures as uploaded above~ They ordered Macdonalds and i was singing to myself. Went home soon after with Tiffany. Was praying not to quarrel with Baby and he struck me >:( Made me mad and boom, quarrel! Went to sleep, trying not to think of what he said.

Today~~~~~

After school, there was oral examination.. And i think i blew it. I got stuck at picture conversation, and conversation........ HATE THE PICTURE! Totally suck ): Fuck the world.. (ftw) After oral, i went over to Ben house, realising Johnny was there too Haha. Walked home at about 4 plus, ate an ice cream and waited for Felicia to reach 201. Went over to sushi shop and ate till i was so full.. Even till now! Got a small stomach i guess, is my digestive system not working? I wanna eat ice cream but i think i'll vomit it all out. After eating, went to void deck to slack and soon we both headed home. I had my self pedicure re-done! After that, went over to 450 to pass Yanyan her birthday present, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! Its gonna be Tiffany's soon. Met Tiffany too. Yanyan went off and i slacked with Tiffany and her two friends (: At about 8 she went off, so did i. (: Gonna do my history work now, tata!

Calamity.. not.

2009-07-26T14:57:00.001+08:00

Yoyoyo.

Lets start from friday.

Friday, school was as usual. But we had a sculpture walk after school. That really took up most of my time for going out. And one of my classmates broke a urinal in the gents'. :\ not too sure about the outcome. After school i went straight home by cab! (: Prepared as soon as i got home. I realised i managed to prepare faster than usual this few days haha, took me about 1 hour 30minutes. Usually it takes me 2 hour plus to get out of the house. Went to meet Felicia, Doreen and Jasmine at 442. They were working ice cream. Then Doreen and i went to get drinks for the girls but we took very long as we went to Lily cafe to eat. When we got back, Wen jie, Ben and another guy was there. Baby was finding his way here. Soon we went to their destinations. Helped Felicia to sell. She asked a guy that looked like 17-19, to buy ice cream. He seemed very amazed with the buffer, stared at it and dragged the word "err..." for quite long, before fishing out a 2 dollar note from his wallet and said "ok". While Felicia took the ice cream out, the lift opened and he was holding the lift for us. Due to his clumsiness, his bunch of keys dropped in the hole between the lift door and the lift! What the fuck, i was shocked that i said, "Oh my god, what the fuck it dropped inside!" And my jaw dropped wide open, i look at the guy, he looked down at look at me he even said, "Nvm haha." So calm. Felicia's jaw dropped wide open too. Haha. If i was the guy, i would call the for the civil defence. ._. Wait for the rescuers to rescue my keys. After accompanying her awhile, i went down to slack with the guys. Not long i went to Baby's house. His relatives also came. While i used the computer, he fell asleep from 1 to 3. Very infuriating! His sister was also in the room so i was afraid to wake him up. Until his sister went to bed at another room, it was already 3. Very upset with what baby said, i went home. >:(

Yesterday,
Met Baby at kr. We went to Century square to have my Pepper Lunch. Yumm. Saw Clement there. After eating, we went to smoke and bused down to Punggol to meet x.Jerald. They went to eat, while i cam whore. After they finished eating, we went to buy Bubble tea then went to a void deck to slack. Not long, Baby and i went off, Baby went home while i went to Tampines one to meet Sixian. We went down to 800 plus to find the rest. Haha, slacked. We took tons of pictures and spammed message each other. Then we went to play ice&water. When Felicia and i chased Hamster, we bumped into each other that she accidentally hit my neh so hard. ~_~ Ouchhhh!!!! Police screen us, went to other place to slack then soon i cabbed home with Tiffany (:

Look into your tiny mind.

2009-07-22T14:22:00.006+08:00

Photos from last week.

A person's heart can change real quickly.
It isnt hard for me to trust someone but everything's changing just too fast.

It's so hard to accept the fact that things aint just changing, they're just mutating or something? Its so fast that i cant really understand why they'd turn out like that. Its pretty upset seeing someone close to you drifting away from you. You dont wish to lose this connection but everything is just slipping from your hands. Had a nice long chat with Tiffany last night, she'd know what im talking about.

Life's boring. Today ended school early because of dont know what O level stuff. And i have been dazing in school today, really reflecting or just pondering about many things. I've realised, happy things do happen to me but its the unhappy ones.. They always come in clusters! What i meant was that, everytime something made me unhappy, it wouldnt be the only thing making me upset, there'd be so much more.. So i really need to pour out my thoughts.

Baby's attitude is changing again.. Like a cyclone hit me.

I really want it back, want it back, want it back. I want the feeling back. The feeling you give me, the feeling that make me happy because i know im loved, pampered. Making me feel really important! This two days, you've been so short tempered.. or maybe just angry. But what have i even done wrong.. Asking me to find other boys to accompany me, pft. Yet i tolerated it the first time. And on my way home you totally pissed me off. Was pissing me off on purpose or did something happen that made you upset? I dont mind letting you vent your anger on me but why? Im trying to give you all my attention and time now, i've change, yeah im still trying to change for the better! But you have to give in to me sometimes right? Im always loaded with work, and you'd throw your temper out of the blue. Im not begging for someone to pity. Its just that i wanna know, what have i done wrong this time round? Its so weird you know. And yet i have no one to turn to because the person isnt there for me. When im upset, your reply is "Then go angry till yo happy lo" There's so much more i wanna pour out.

Waiting for Feliciabee come (:

Bust you!

2009-07-19T21:55:00.004+08:00

Boo ha!
Currently at Wenjie's house. Here with Tiffany, Siewhong and Johnny. Baby has went home already. Time passes so fast as we slack here, ha. Smoked like a smoke machine today, cigarettes keep filling my mind. Pft, im craving for sushi! Wondering when will i conquer my cravings.

Im using the laptop and Tiffany has gone crazy talking to me in msn while she's in the room using the computer. Haha.

Signing off already, gonna let Siewhong use the laptop. ^^

HA.

2009-07-16T20:33:00.001+08:00

This is a video of one of my classmates, Jarrett. He is demonstrating dance moves for our inter-class competitions. Laughing my ass off while watching it.

Bwahaha.

2009-07-16T15:19:00.001+08:00

I'm so gonna get this phone!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im so gonna get this sexy Satio! Especially in red!

Distasteful..

2009-07-16T13:39:00.002+08:00

Whoosh.

You all must be thinking again that im not posting because im lazy right? This time round you're wrong~ Since Tuesday, 14th July, till now i'm down with a fever, flu, cough and throat infection. Damn it. Poor me. I have to take for different types of medicine. 4 days mc, and some people would be elated if they had a 4 days mc because they wouldnt have to attend school and the boring lessons. Hello?! Im longing to go back to school now! Bored to death at home. I dont even have the energy to step out of my house and looking down at my toes stably. Pray that i can get well by the weekend so i can go out :\ Its been 3 days since i laid in my bed motionless and asleep. Im like Snow White + Sleeping beauty. And needed something holy to cure me and rejuvenate me. Faster, i need to be energized to go out~~

Just gotta find your connection.

2009-07-13T19:57:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's picture. (:

Overdue photos.
Totally love this set of photos. Not only because they're pretty, but mainly because it brings out the personality in me! Ha!

Yesterday i had Peranakan food at The Arch, located at Seah street, City Hall area. I can rate the food there 7.5/10. Wasn't really bad. Loved the fried laksa! Creative ain't they? My favourite was the dessert. We had vanilla ice cream with coconut milk and sago, topped with gula melaka suger. Yummmmm! We were served so many delicacies that i was bloated and walked out of the restaurant, still wanting to have more only that my stomach couldnt take it. Haha! After that, went back to Tampines and shopped. After shopping, i went to look for Ahxiang, Doreen and Siewhong a 820. Slacked, about 7+ i left and went to meet Baby at Tampines 1. Slacked at a void deck then Baby send me home (:

Today, ended school at 3.30pm. Oh hell, loaded with work and programs after school, stressing me out the first time in my whole life! I didnt expect such a heavy load on me when i decided to go back to school everyday, as per normal. Oh great, dont wish turning back to skipping schools either, what a chore school is. Pft. Takes up my time to go out and have fun!! ): Oh i've realised since i've got back to school, i've been going out less right? Means more savings! $$$$! So that benefited me to shop every weekend? Oh bother, but i still spend money like water, buying unnecessary stuffs on impulse. Example, food etc. ~_~ I see anything that is tempting and is one of my favourites, i'd buy them. (I've alot of favourite food actually.) Wtf, gotta control. Tampines 1 is earning all my money!!! I've been buying the Peach Frozen Yoghurt ice cream, Mmmm.. The donuts there are heavenly too! Especially the oreo and almond one. Love the Cinnamon sugar Pretzels~~ And the mini Emi cakes! Cant stop thinking about eating, hahaha! The smoothie at New Zealand (Tampines 1) is nice, of course, that would be nice without bananas. :\ oh yeah! I manage to get my hoodie from Uni Qlo, its called a Sweat Parka or something? That's what i saw on the sign. $39.90! Very nice material (: Different sizes too. M was too big for me, so i got an S size.

After i ended school today, Baby was outside my school waiting already. We cabbed to 212 and met Doreen and Tiffany. Not long Felicia came :D Baby and i had some sort of quarrel but we're okay now. (:

Move bitch, get out the way.

2009-07-12T10:38:00.007+08:00

Got this pretty cute chocolate comb at Action City at only 2.50! (Tampines 1)
Can't believe nice and pretty things are actually quite cheap! Was so tempted
to buy many pretty and cute stuffs but they were unnecessary.

Bought this cigarette case at Tampines 1, can't remember the shop name, because
i didnt really take notice of the shop's name lol! Usual price $19.90.
Now only $9.90! The case is a unique design :D Bought it yesterday. ^^

My dear fatty bom bom. Lol! Baby :D

Photos from June holidays.

Gonna celebrate my mother's birthday today! So many people's birthday just in this
month alone. Went shopping with Baby yesterday! Pulled him here and there, haha!
Met his mother, and we had Subway for dinner! Yummy. :P
For those who have never eaten Subway before, i'd recommend you the Subway Melt!
Without all the vegetables except lettuce plus sweet onion sauce and mayonnaise!
Yummy!!! Totally love the taste, so heavenly~~
After eating they went off, i cabbed down to 400plus to meet Tiffany and Siewhong.
Had mushroom soup at the coffeshop, then slacked.
After long, Johnny, Ahxiang, Hongchan, Sam and Doreen came to look for us (:

Slacked, talked to Siewhong and went home!
So excited, im going to have lunch with family later, wondering which shop we're
going to have our lunch. Can imagine the different types of food already... Ahh..

Small things can make you happy!

2009-07-08T20:07:00.003+08:00

Hello! Let me introduce you all to my little hamster, his name is Baby, (not my
boyfriend, dont get mixed up!) And he is a hairy creature, with big eyes, white fur with a grey stripe along his body!
Today Baby met me at 201, we went shopping for our
dear pet and got him a companion! Her name is Honey, she's pudding breed and has white
fur with a yellow stripe along her body. (:

Happy birthday, my dear girl!

2009-07-06T20:12:00.002+08:00

LATE POST.
This post is obviously for my dear Beebee, Felicia!
Gotta wait for my pictures, sorry readers for a no-image post again!
What a busy yet exciting day! (: Celebrated as per-normally, only that we started
cutting the cake before the boys arrived, afraid they'd play cake.

Beebee i know how you feel but i'll always be here to listen and comfort you!!!! :D

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY! wlove.

To just look at you.

2009-07-02T18:52:00.004+08:00

'Oh damn the sight of school!', some of you must be thinking or repeating those words,
yeah, i feel the same way too!

1st July,
Went back to school as per normal except i had to get used to 'head to toe covered in
plastic' teachers and staffs. Awfully unsightly. Why dont just closed the school
down for students to quarantine first, since everyone is so cautious?

So sorry i've been so lazy and busy just to post.

2nd July,
Got my fucking hair dyed back black, actually dont get confused, i didnt dye my hair
during the June holidays. Its just the process dropping of colours. Pft. Upset with
the black colour outcome. Looks like im wearing a wig!

3rd July,
Nothing much, met Celestine & Baby after school.

Today,
Wow! I guessed i've shrink and have become shorter. Had P.E today and we took our
height and weight! I was so elated when i got to know that my weight was 38.5kg,
it means that i've grown 3.5kg heavier over 6months. I just need to gain some weight,
just too skinny.

Homework driving me crazy, i need a break!

Pointless.

2009-06-25T19:57:00.002+08:00

Cant remember when i took this, about 2-3 days ago.
Funny faces!

You cant own me!

2009-06-24T14:00:00.008+08:00

An overdued photo.

Yesterday is such a boring day. Work was canceled and the mutha fucking time seem
to past so slow. Everyone went home early, was supposed to go over to Felicia bee's
house. Didnt in the end. Maggi stay overnight at my house.
We slacked till 2+ at my house downstairs.

-

To your info, we've patched, just that i didnt update my blog.

Always be my baby..

2009-06-21T12:09:00.002+08:00

I dont know what to do without you. It's like lifeless for me. You say move on.
Yeah, im trying to budge, that's the outside. Inside, you froze me, im totally
lost. You made everythin so bright for me, now you're gone, im living with blindness,
i dont get to see the outside of me. Everything seems fine, but it doesnt feel alright
inside. I've been trying, trying to hold on to you. Though its effortless, people
around me dont get my message when my eyes, "Hey, we've broken up and im pretty much
upset!" They just go like, "Uh, not my problem." kind of feeling. I see nobody there
for me, not even Felicia. I dont expect that because i know all i need is him.
Listening ears, lending shoulders, dont seem to cheer me up. Im trying my best to
be the happiest girl in the universe, sadly, everything seems too fake for me.
You're tired, im pushing myself harder to let you notice me. Look, who's the tired
one here. Mine ain't a major problem, but it's a bombastic mistake i've made.
You left with no mistakes. I stay and people say im a mistake. I need no pity,
i need no care. Because the main one is you, you leaving, we breaking up, me needing
to move on. I cant. Yes, i cant. Not because i refuse to, plainly not because i
cannot, but because i love you. You say move one, i see you walk away instead. You're
the one moving, i'll be the one seemingly moving yet still so glued to you. Who dont
want a perfect relationship. That, we'll have to make, change, and go through many
obstacles, i know. But you're not giving me a chance to. Nothing, nobody, no
relationship is perfect. We foresee what we want and expect. But it's too late
anyway. I can change nothing, it doesnt concern you anyway, you say. No need for
anyone to go to an extravagant extend to help me, c are for me nor bother about our
relationship. I can change nothing anyway, neither can others, in our relationship.
Talk about burdens, im one. With how much i love you can earn me nothing already.
It's a bunch of broken promises and the words are a piece of shit that i wish i've
never said.

Still love you alot.

So long, suckers.

2009-06-11T16:00:00.005+08:00

Dead beat.

Ain't that important to you anymore.

2009-06-06T12:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, met Baby, thai boy and panda at t1.
I left house very late, so i cabbed down to t1.
They waited for me at the taxi stand and once i got off the cab, we got on another,
heading to Plaza Sing to meet Xiaoboy they all.

Reached Plaza Sing, went to find them, and i was so hungry that i dragged Baby
to Long John to accompany me to eat. Long John had a new meal called Giant Chicken
Nugget or something? I got that for lunch and it totally sucked. Not even worth it
at all, and the nugget contains those veggie thing inside, made the taste like
fish cake. ._. "Giant" was no bigger than a Fish fillet.

Slacked etc.

Not long everybody separated. Baby and i got our butts in Fareast. And this is
the very first time i went to fareast! Cool right? (Because everytime i was supposed
to go to fareast, something would crop up.) Walked around looking for my desired tops
but unfortunately, I COULDNT FIND IT! ): Nevermind about it. Got my heels! :D
Baby was pretty tired because i didnt allow him to sit whenever he wanted to.

Took 518 to Safra and changed bus to kr. (:

Slacked blablabla..

Went home soon after Felicia and Siewhong came down.

-

Probably it was my wild imagination, probably it was true that i ain't that
important to you anymore. The things you say, your actions and your attitude towards
me, explains everything. I dont know, but i foresee. Dont wish to fool myself either,
so what's more? You're keeping everything to yourself, i dont like to see you like
that, yeah, im worried, puzzled, and even more curious to know what's on your mind.
The way you react, makes me afraid of you. I dont know what our relationship is
becoming, but im even more afraid to lose you.

Doubted by actions.

2009-06-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

Late post!!!!!!!

Went to 400 plus to find the girls, so i wore a normal t shirt & Fbt.
Reached there, they had a change of plan and was going to kr instead.
Nothing much today, a usual kr day (:

Once you've had a taste of perfection.

2009-06-03T21:43:00.002+08:00

Will upload the pictures once i've got them from Celestine! (:

Im so worn out, totally.
Yesterday, went to teo heng. I was eyeing on "first to get prepared and go out" because
i was the one who started preparing first. In the end, i ended up last place! Even
among all the boys! Disgraceful :x
Reached Kr, and not long we were all in cabs, headed to our destination.
When we got off our cabbies, we scurried to our rooms! One room for each gender :D

So the girls, we were all alone, well, at first.
They were happily singing their chinese songs, and me? I was boringly listening to
them, because I DO NOT UNDERSTAND NOR READ CHINESE WELL. Lol. I was persuading them to
sing english songs. And they actually laughed at me! Because i was stupidly listening
to them singing when i dont even understand, so all i did was trying to pay attention
and make everything oblivious to me. Ha!

Not long, i was like "oh bother.." i decided to smoke. Got Tiffany to accompany me,
and then, the "smoking area" was like a place for you to sun tan. The sun was
burning me with the scorching heat! Hell! Threw half of my cigarette away, couldnt
take the heat anymore.

Went into the chilling room with the many hot girls singing just for me. Lol! Joking.
Finally the english songs were on, and i cleared my throat to sing LOL. Had a great
time there.

Very quickly, 3 hours was gone, and the guys went to play pool.
The funniest part was when Jiajun was hoping the ball could go in to the hole,
J: Go! Go!
Me:The ball has no ears. *Laughs.*
J: Shutup la.
Girls: *Laugh*

I like that conversation, sounded pretty funny.

Went back to tampines, something cropped up, went to central park.
Not long went back to kr with the girls.

At night, went to pasir ris on bicycles. Siewhong topang me. Thanks! :D
Not long, went back tampines, central park. Slacked till 6 plus. Waited for the rain
to become less heavy, then i walked in the rain to take cab ): while Felicia had
a hoodie! ):

Now im sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
And Baby is angry with me.
Argh..

You spin my head right round, right round.

2009-06-01T13:42:00.000+08:00

Riffa tagged me. :D

(1) besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
Cheeks.

(2) how you do feel when you woke up this morning ?
Awful, like as if someone punched my head.

(3) who was the last person you took photo with ?
Baby.

(4) would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
Probably, but much more mature than that :P

(5) would you ever donate blood ?
I dont know. Im afraid of the sight of blood.

(6) have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex ?
Yes.

(7) do you want someone dead ?
Rather got the person humiliated.

(8) what does the last massage says ?
"ok lo ): "

(9) what are you thinking right now ?
How to answer your question.

(10) do you wish someone with you right now ?
Certainly.

(11) what time you went to bed last night ?
2.09 am.

(12) where did you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing right now ?
Singapore, it's called Pyjamas.

(13) is someone in your mind ?
Baby.

(14) who was the last person who text you ?
Siewhong.

(15) 10 people tagged to do this quiz .

(1) Felicia
(2) Sixian
(3) Celestine
(4) Tiffany
(5) Siewhong
(6) Julia
(7) Doreen
(8) Johnny
(9) Wenjie
(10) Brandon

(16) who is 2 having relationship with ?
No one.

(17) is 3 male or female ?
Female.

(18) if 7 & 6 get together , would it be a good thing ?
How would i know.

(19) what is 1 studying about ?
Only Sec 2.

(20) when was the last time you had chat with 5 ?
Last night.

(21) is 4 single ?
Nope.

(22) say something about 2 ?
Come back.

(23) what do you think of 3 & 6 being together ?
How would i know.

(24) what will you do if 6 & 7 fight ?
Doubt such things will happen.

(25) do you like 3 ?
Obviously.

What's wrong with our hearts?

2009-06-01T13:25:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, met Baby at 201.
Thai boy, Xiao boy, Xiao boy's Gilf and her two friends were also there.
They went to eat, but i decided to eat at Parkway later on.
After eating, we went to the bus stop and smoked while waiting for the bus.
Because of the heat, we decided to cab to parkway.

Cab to parkway, took pictures and talked in the cab.
They played pool there. Not long Nicholas came.
I dragged Baby to shopping with me.
Nothing as much as Tampines 1, so all i got was a buffer! :D
I certainly have to get my nails buffed. Went to eat Ya Kun Kaya toast!
My favourite place to have a light lunch or tea break. :D You all should try too.
Suddenly the guys went to Eunos, so The remaining took bus to Kr. :D

Slacked. Many things happened later the night.
Dont wish to elaborate.

Dear readers, should i remove my extensions or add more extensions?
What i meant was, do i look better with extensions or without.
Just asking,
Please tag! (: Thanks :D

-

We've never drifted apart. All along, this is what we wished to do, foreseen to
happened. We control our own fates, this is how it turns out to be. These paths were
what we chose. Many pleasant and undesirable things happen, especially this year.
Quarreling, then making up. Our own moods are up and down on different occasions,
thus, when we mention stuffs, do things on the wrong occasions, wrong times, it stirs up a lot of jealousy and stuffs. Forgetting was our choice. Forgiving was what came next. This time, we're only running away from the problems.

I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!

2009-05-30T14:22:00.006+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

What the hell is wrong with me?!

I cant take it anymore, breaking down with all the problems.
I've lost my boyfriend too. Oh great everything's going all wrong.

Telling me you always got up doing things rashly because you were angry?
So in a month if you got angry with me for 10 times, would we break up for like 10 times?
Things are getting overbroad, you're changing drastically.
I dont understand, YES I DO NOT UNDERSTAND YOU.
Trying my best to hang on, hold on, letting you vent your anger on me, what's more?
Now letting you hurt me every now and then, so was i just a punching bag for you. "What's wrong?" you try to get an answer out for giving you an attitude, yeah i keep things to myself, glad that you even knew im strong outside yet so much weaker inside.
Dont greed my dear, i gave enough, and you're still asking for more.
You said move on, where do i go. Leaving me on my own.
You've taught me to fall so deep for you, why didnt you teach me how to let go of you? Why. Then let those memories linger back everytime i got upset or disappointed with you.
You're weird, you're like a rain in a desert. Sometimes i wonder, why didnt you tell me earlier, that you cant tolerate me anymore, why! But you've never thought about my feelings, you never thought about me either.
Have you even thought about how i felt, you do things without thinking. So what's wrong? You tell me.
Love ain't game, nor excitement. Get your facts right.
It's bliss, something prettier than real snow, dumbass. Always asking me what i want, why dont you tell me what the hell you want instead. I've been trying to give the best, then i even let your misunderstandings get ahead of me.
All this while, our relationship meant that quarrels, misunderstandings came first?
I thought we had even more happy times together? Why let the unpleasant stuffs overcome us? Causing us to break up, why cant you control yourself, tell me who am i loving? Yourself or your mood. Your anger, your friends control you, you ain't yourself anyway. They ask you do what, you do what.
You break promises, i keep mum. I do one wrong thing, you give me hell.
Dont ever threaten me with our relationship, or threatening to beat my friends?
Come on, You're 17 and acting so childish, even my classmates say, "it's okay, let's not get Michelle in trouble, let's leave."
Threatening isnt a way to change things nor make things get better. Dont you know? Yeah, you're a guy, im female. You're much stronger whatever, so relationships are for guys to beat the girls la.
You're probably better off without me, since "IM NOT CARING ENOUGH", so i hope that you'll change your ATTITUDE and find some other girl, whose MUCH MORE CARING than me, she should be the PERFECTION of you i guess.

Probably all this quarreling wont bring all of us any where.
All these while it was only the misunderstandings breaking us apart?
Clearing things up was all what we needed, i guess.
We can't keep blaming each other, neither do i want to leave things as they are.
All of us knew that you were doing us good, trying not to leave us getting drunk etc.
Nobody blamed you, nobody. You ain't an eyesore either :\
Meetup soon!!!!!!!

Take me away, to better days.

2009-05-30T13:21:00.001+08:00

Late posttttt ):
Nothing happened much, went kr.
Ate kfc.
Went Baby's house to talk to him.
In the end patch. :D

Love knocked me down.

2009-05-29T13:02:00.002+08:00

Hahaha. Guess who.

Felicia came over my house, help her get her pedicure done. DIY okay. (:
After that, she wait for me to get ready.
We went to 125 accompany Felicia and Tiffany to take their buffer.
After that Celestine accompany me go Tampines Mall to meet Baby.

Quarreled with Baby at kr, then went home.

Frozen with the cold words.

2009-05-26T16:27:00.003+08:00

Tagged ice cream with Felicia yesterday.
Sales wasnt that bad, but some residents of Marine Parade are certainly rude.
One customer even slammed the door at me. Never mind about already.
Because most of them are pretty kind! ^^

After that went to kr awhile, then cabbed home (:

Didnt go to school today because i was pretty worn out.

Why hurt me so bad, Baby.

2009-05-24T10:19:00.005+08:00

Bull's eye. ^^
Celestine came to find me yesterday.
We slacked at a void deck table, time passed really fast.
We were waiting for Tiffany & Felicia to come down too ): Slow aunties :x
So we took tons of pictures, chatted & smoked.
Pictures are with Celestine.
Not long we were craving for ice cream so we went over to 7-11 to buy some! :D
I got my Neapolitan Mag- A - Cone. (Neapolitan means Strawberry, chocolate & vanilla
flavour. )
I was so frustrated with eating because there was certainly something wrong with
the ice cream! It was disfigured, somehow. Pretty hard stuff to describe.

Then came along the holy ones. Who else?
The two slow aunties of course. And they certainly increased the volume, thrice as
much. Tsk, noise pollution. Hahaha, i was pretty grumpy when they kept walk here walk
there, because it's like; "HELLO?? My head is PAINFUL."
I had to emphasise the words because i doubt they could hear me HAHAHA.
Soon Celestine went home.
We accompanied her while waiting for cab. Meanwhile, two cabs almost collided into
each other and we nearly screamed, because it was fucking near us. LOL.
Went back to chat again, 12+, we all went home ^^

So sick!

2009-05-23T15:13:00.002+08:00

Here are some overdued pictures.

Yesterday i went to school.
Woke up with a excruciating pain in my head.
While in school, i vomited thrice! Luckily i managed to make it to the ladies'
before getting the school messed up. Took a cab home straight after school as i
couldnt tolerate the pain in my head. My body felt warmer and i suspected a fever.
Went home got my temperature checked, 39.5 degrees. :\ Quickly slept, because
my head was so painful that i didnt bother to do anything and hoped that after a
good rest, everything would be fine.

This pain was a stubborn one and even till now,
my head hurts!
I dont know what's wrong with me! Feel like the weakest person on earth! :\

Suck it!

2009-05-21T16:34:00.004+08:00

Yesterday~
Met Felicia at 201, i got my fake eyelashes, the thin type. Trying to see that if
i use those falsies, would i look better as i used to use those types. ^^

Headed to Tampines one, got my headband!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE FINALLY? Got it at only
80cents! At Chameleon, beside Uni Qlo. You all might like to head over to that shop
to take a look, the accessories there are superb yet cheap! Well, if you look at the
'worth it' items. Haha. Got a new anklet, 2.90 only! Pretty designs. :D Sadly,
doesnt have a bell... Need to let people know it's me, scared lost :P Joking.

Got to the toilet and was pretty frustrated with my bad-hair-day because my hair
couldnt stop standing. So i squatted under the hand dryer.
When i stood up, my hair was giving Felicia a great tummyache because she couldnt
stop laughing and there goes... I EVEN UPLOADED THE PHOTO OF ME in such a state.

Hmm.. Went over to Safra to look for Baby & his friends. I was so high that
Felicia couldnt stand me :O hehe. Crapping really got Felicia's eyes wide open
because she was shocked to see me in such a state.
That spelled W-T-F on her forehead.

Took pictures, pictures, and pictures!
To brighten up my blog for my dear readers! :D

After Baby played pool at Safra, Felicia and i headed to kr, while Baby went home.
Talked to Felicia, like blablabla. Soon, i went home with Tiffany. ^^

Trying to entertain my blog readers ):

Sweet spot.

2009-05-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

ANOTHER LATE POST~
Will be giving you all late post nowadays due to the up-tight schedule,
my apologies readers!

Today Baby gave me my 3rd month present as he kept forgetting to bring it down.
How sweet of him, right? ^^

Took pictures with Baby.

Took two bottles of Peach breezer from Hong Chan. Thanks!

I dont know what's wrong with me.
Maybe because i was still sick, i didnt even tar, yet i was feeling uneasy after drinking! ):
I tried vomitting, i couldnt stand because i had an excruciating pain in my head,
and that the things i saw went blur, I WASNT DRUNK. That's the problem.
i wasn't drunk yet i was helpless! Well, that's what i felt. But Sixian and Baby
took care of me.

Tried walking the numb path to Tampines mall foodcourt for my Japanese food! Yum.
The warm miso soup made me felt much better! Sixian and I went to buy tickets
for Angels and Demons. We caught a 9.45 show, the latest. We were disappointed,
as there no midnight shows ): Went over to Open plaza to have a smoke relief! :D

Just nice, as we look at our phones, the time was 9.40 then, we walked over and got
in the theater. Many shows' preview were on and i was thinking, what about a movie
marathon? Haha.

Movie started, and i was irritating Sixian by repeating that i was freezing,
and i kept asking; "Who is that guy? What happen!? He bad one ah? Why this guy like
that?" And i was going on and on, we were like an extra comedy. Saying shutup to
each other haha!

Thinking that Felicia and Tiffany was drunk, we both rushed over to kr right after
the movie ended, didnt even bothered to watch the end of the credits part.
Reached kr, realising we both got pranked! Naughty girls, hahaha.

Went home with Tiffany & Felicia.

'Cause she looks like a flower but she stings like a bee.

2009-05-19T10:46:00.005+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Pretty cute song! :D Listen thanks!

Those are pictures i promise to upload! :D

Came back from school today.
Woke up in the morning my head was painful but my mother forced me to go to school.
Never mind.
Went to school and that fucking paper was 1hour. I was SWEATING PROFUSELY!
Very uncomfortable. I was wishing that my school uniform was made of paper towels?
So they could instantly absorb my sweat.
Paper started. I finished within 20mins. So did everyone.
We were so restless that we were hitting the tables, chairs, floor, pencil cases for
slight noises.
And the teacher had "I dont fuck care" written on his forehead.
And there I sat, the holy quiet one, sweating.
Dont get me wrong in this post alright, im still down with a fever, not sweating disorder.

I was hoping someday Canada may come up with a Ice-proof jacket. Yeah, something that keeps you COLD.

Okay done with my complaining, tata. ^^

Cant survive without you.

2009-05-18T11:23:00.001+08:00

Dammit ):
Yesterday woke up in the morning and i was down with a high fever, 39.0 degrees.

Didnt go for Science paper today. Going to the doctor's soon. ):
Sixian & Felicia later will be finding me, teehee.

Hear his heart beating.

2009-05-17T19:10:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went plaza sing with Sixian. (:
Went back to tampines.
Drank with the girls except Sixian wasnt there.
Quarrelled with Baby.
Went home.
Lazy to elaborate.

By the way, patched with Baby already, Luv! :D
Will upload my solo pictures when i get the photos from Tiffany.

Right round.

2009-05-15T11:16:00.002+08:00

Another late post. Sorry for giving my dear readers Birds above your heads.
Though confusing hope y'all still love reading my blog! ^^

Went to Penisular and Bugis with Baby, Sixian, Panda.
( By now/ then, Patched with Baby alr.)

Got my Camera bag, *ooo~*.
Was pretty happy but when i went to Bugis, i spend my remaining money and just like
that, im broke! Then went back to kr, usual stuffs. Haha. The end :D

Confused.

2009-05-14T12:46:00.000+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

This is for you, enjoy (:

Why - LS3

I never dream just one single night
Would change the course of both of lives.
Forever and Always
Can't believe we had to end this way.
And I
Never thought the last time I would say goodbye
Would be the last time i saw your eyes.
And Now your gone away Forever
Now baby tell

What can i do to make it right
Cuz I'm just lying away all Night
And I don't know what to do
All i know is that I missing you
And I
Don't understand the reason why
I wish i had just one last goodbye
I wish things were what they use to be
When it was jus you and me.

Everynite i look up at the sky.
Soo confuse and I'm wondering why.
I wish i could've told you I love you all my time
I wish i had one more chance
Girl i just turn back the hands of time.
Just a stop and then rewind
But couldn't it make a right?
A wish baby wishing i had one more line

What can i do to make it right
Cuz I'm just lying away all nite
And I don't know what to do
All i know is that I missing you
And I
Don't understand the reason why
I wish i had just one last goodbye
I wish things were what they use to be
When it was jus you and me.

nananana that i thinking of you
And why you thinking of me too.
When i lay down and lie.
I can still hear your heart beating
Girl I missing you like crazy.

(x2 Chorus)
What can i do to make it right
Cuz I'm just lying away all nite
And I don't know what to do
All i know is that I missing you
And I
Don't understand the reason why
I wish i had just one last goodbye
I wish things were what they use to be
When it was jus you and me.

oooooh

Im lost, alone.

2009-05-14T10:40:00.004+08:00

The past few days havent been better off in any way. Baby and i have been quarreling more than usual. My moodswings have been stronger, i dont know why.

-

Sorry, i know we've been quarreling a lot. I dont really know what you have in your
mind nowadays. You keep bringing up the topic of breaking up, no contacting, not
talking to each other forever. What's wrong?
Though I cant make you stay, but you chose to give up instead. I dont need to hear
your explanation anymore, because you'd always give me a simple 'sorry'.
It's true that I dont understand, your words, the meaning, everything is wrong.
There's something wrong, certainly but i cant find the right word to replace them.
Lost for words. I dont know how to express myself. You tell me you chose to let go
of me and that it isnt my fault. Maybe you've fallen for another girl already, maybe
your feeling aren't as strong for me already, maybe what i always did disappointed
you. But exactly what, why cant you tell me. Instead of leaving me to get so many
thoughts strung to my head. Im confused, so who do i turn to, where do i belong.
So those promises were just temporary ones? You said ours was forever.
I know we both do miss our past, when we talked about life, our problems, everything.
I miss the times you'd watch me eat, i miss the times we'd wake each other up in
the morning. But where has those days gone? I've been holding on to you pretty
tightly, that i cant let go. Even if i could, i'd fall. All this while, the
biggest obstacle was breaking up. I cant let you go, let alone forget you.
I guess it's too late for me to change your mind.
I cant seem to face the truth. I'll wait.

Happy 3rd Month. I love you..

More than just words.

2009-05-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

Kindly take note.
This post is obviously a LATE post for 10th of May.

Supposed to go out with my mom as it was Mothers' day.
Instead, she told me her leg was pain. So cancelled the trip. Cabbed with Felicia to kr. Usual day. Nothing much (:

Dead and gone.

2009-05-10T12:16:00.004+08:00

Haven't been using my computer regularly.
Many things happened though, more and more complications.

Yesterday, i met Siewhong and Baby at kr. Well, i was supposed to study. Ended up shopping! Well, window shopping. I finally managed to buy a new septum stud after all this while i've been complaining that i needed a new one. It's in purple colour, very pretty indeed. (Everything purple is pretty to me)

We walked, walked, and walked.

From Century square, to Tamp1, to Tampines mall. The tire in our legs were straining us! Bought mini cakes from Emicakes for my mom. Went to buy long john for lunch and went back to kr to eat. Left the cakes in Kr's fridge. After eating, pei Baby meet xiao jerald. Took cab to safra and Sixian called up on me. Realising she was also at safra, we met up. Not long she went to eat Sakura with her family.

Baby and i walked back to kr, WHILE having heart to heart talks. After reaching kr, we sat down and continued. Haha.

Slacked there, and soon a WANTED person came down, that was Felicia! :D
I was longing to talk to her, pretty desperate indeed. That was because i needed someone to listen to me while i pour my thoughts out.

Went to her house, I did remember to bring the cakes along and kept them in Felicia's fridge.
I was suppose to go her house to have a "Thoughts out" session with her, but Tiffany, Siewhong & Sixian came over too, so it was inconvenient :x I waited till they went back to kr then i started blabbing.

Okay...
NOT LONG after i started, her elder sister came in, and there, she made it inconvenient too! ): Pissed off, i told Felicia, "Tomorrow, i'll talk to you."
So at about 11 +, she pei me downstairs. We smoked then she pei me wait cab. (:

So baby called me to pei me chat...
and this is the stressing moment...
I FORGOT TO BRING THE CAKES HOME!! Urgh.
I was like &^%$%$@#@! because baby kept reminding me yet it slipped off my mind just like that. Nevermind about it already.. :\

I just hate dogs that eat sweets.
Which makes their mouth sweet, allowing them to sound sweet when they bark.
Sickening and pissing me off. Pft.

I cant say go.

2009-05-05T15:07:00.004+08:00

Monday 4th May.

After school, surprisingly, Baby waited for me outside school. It's been a long since he did that :D Pei him go to 201 meet xjerald, chailai and siewhong. :D
Slacked, bought my waffles and bubble tea to fill my empty stomach.
Baby went to cut hair, so siewhong pei me home to take my homework and stuffs.
After that, we took cab to kr.
Then when the rest came down, we went to library to study :D
After that, went to kr.
at about 8.30, i went to take mrt over to Felicia's house.
Wei le ta, i almost got lost! Simei is so confusing.
Heart to heart talk. Love it when we both laugh over our same thinking :P
Went home at about 10. (:

Glad that i've cleared things up with Baby. (:

Sunday 3rd May.

Went to Vivo with Baby, Sixian, Thaiboy, Julius, xboy, and xboy stead.
I took 2hours to prepared and got Sixian waiting for me (As told by her.) :x
Sorry la :P
Since xboy etc was already at Vivo, Baby, sixian and i went to find them.(Latecomers.)
Once we reached there, I was like, "HEY, can we go there? HEY, can we go here? HEY, thats so nice, thats so cute!" And i went on..
Went to daiso to by a box for siewhong as what she told me to. In the end, she told me she wanted a cigarette box. What the hell. ._. She should have told me properly ~_~ Okay never mind about that. Move on~
Went to action city, certainly. Love the shop. :D
Next stop, was the arcade. Played para para, blabla.
Got really upset with Baby over something and we didnt speak to each other the whole day. After "enjoying" ourselves at vivo, went to xboy house awhile.
After that, the rest went off, whereas Sixian and I headed to pasir ris. I wanted to drink at first. Then decided not to because there was school on monday. Slacked till about 10, i took a cab home (:

Saturday 2nd May.

Went escape theme park with Sam & co. (:
Reached there about 6-5 plus.
Kept playing inverter. Hahas.
I realised it wasnt inverter that made me sick. It was the roller coaster. ~_~
What a pity, it closed at 8pm. (So early, what a big disappointment.)
Then we met up with Sixian & Celestine and went to dte foodcourt and i enjoyed the Jap food there! Lovely! (: Wants to go back there to have another meal (:
After eating, went back kr, slacked etc.
I went home feeling exhausted. Did sweat alot, and i had to go home for a shower. :D

'Cause i know how it'd hurts.

2009-04-27T16:33:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, kup cab to kr with Felicia. ^^ Reached kr realising that Tiffany & Siewhong ended up at 800 plus instead. Feeling bored, thus we went to Tampines One and s got too obsessed with the stuffs in MCKY shop & more than words. Im so gonna get that minnie mouse pencil case, notebook, bedsheets, towels and many more! ^^ Not long, Celestine came. After walking around, went back to kr. Siewhong and Tiffany came too. Was about to leave kr and head to 139, then Baby & co. came kr. Went astons with the girls only, pei them eat. Tiffany, Felicia & i went opposite to smoke and rushed back to kr as soon as possible.

Not long, Baby went home, i pei him wait bus ^^ After that slack awhile until 9.45, Tiffany and i took bus home. Tempted to smoke, we went to a block opposite her house to smoke and chat. ^^ Thanks for everything.

Now im confused, still deciding whether to go out or not to go out today. ): Miss Baby alot, and cant bear to not see him for 1 day.

Im so miserable.

2009-04-26T12:24:00.002+08:00

Sorry my dear readers, Felicia hasn't sent me the photos and only until she does, then i'll post about our trip to Vivo. ^^

I've realised Felicia is my savior. She's the only person who understands me best! (L) Without her, i wont know who to turn to. (:

Yesterday totally sucked.
As we saw many bananas, (many people wearing bright yellow) at kr on friday, Felicia and i decided to become strawberries yesterday! So we both wore hot pink tops. ^^ I was supposed to go to my baby cousin's birthday at a terrace opposite eastpoint. I woke up late, and realising nobody was at home, the only way to get money was, make a trip to simei. So i cabbed to Felicia's house downstairs, she helped me pay 1st as i didnt had any cash. After my sister passed me money, i returned Felicia ^^. Walked to eastpoint to eat, and met up with Tiffany. Then ate long john.

The long john there totally sucked. Ain't as crispy as any other outlets. And i was wondering why was the shop so deserted, now i know why, people are afraid to eat their holy food. (shit it) After a nice smoke and a touch up of our make up, we headed to Tampines by mrt. ^^ Then we met Brandon, Baby & Jessilyn there. Urgh.
As i was angry and frustrated and upset and fucked up and sad and i dont know how to describe myself then. Nevermind. After that, went to kr. Didnt talked to Baby the whole day, and after what Tiffany told me, i was like "%#$@#!@@#$%^#%$#!". Wasnt really in a good mood for the whole day, i even attitude Felicia, sorry ):

So i went home early, switched on my computer. Baby wasnt online. I asked Panda if he was online, nope. Disappointed, i waited a little while more. When i was so fed up with waiting, i just went to bed. Then kept staring at my phone. Without hesitation, i smsed Baby... Quarreled.. The next moment, my cheeks were searing, then my vision blurred and i felt my pillow all wet. ~_~

I dont know why things are turning out this way nowadays. His words, just the words alone made me so upset. I dont understand, i dont. I wished i could stay a 1month old baby forever without any problems to worry for. Dont you feel it to? x.x

Because you're important to me, you're my everything, that's why i've been holding on to you just too much.

The world's turning upside down.

2009-04-25T14:17:00.002+08:00

Hi.
Went to Vivo with Felicia yesterday. I'll talk about that in another post with the pictures. ^^
Havent been posting as i've been going out straight after school. So many things have happened this year. It's like in a blink of an eye, we're one year older and with just that one year older, it makes us change alot too. Getting more matured, more sensitive. Blabla. My dear readers, do you notice that too? Hahas. Enough about this already. Hmm, i guess is just my wild imagination. Recently had a really bad quarrel with my mother, which makes us understand us more, and now she's been treating me much better.

Insomia.

2009-04-21T13:34:00.002+08:00

Sorry to dissapoint my dear readers for not posting this few days. Really cropped up with upcoming events. So here i am, to post again!
Let's start from..

16 april~
Hmm, i went to school in slippers.
Because, my poor toe was injured. Sickening isnt it? It's worse then just "injured". The toe nail came off, *oohh..* disgusting. I know. But its my carelessness's fault. I accidentally hit it against Kr's door the day before.
Limping to school, and even got laughed at! Ahwei kept saying 'bai ka' haha. Tiffany said: " Big bird bai ka liao!"
Entertainers, aren't they?
Nothing much, slacked, blabla, went home. That's all.

17 april ~
* Pictures will be uploaded when im free & at home, ( currently at Tiffany's house.)*
Went bugis, with my dear girl Felicia! Haha. We realised that we are also gibbering about each other, discriminating each other whenever we both are on dates! Or should i say, whenever we " liang ren shi jie? "
Haha. Mrt-ed to bugis, had to walk with a slight limp, as i didnt want it to be too obvious even thought it hurts. Hmm, i was cautious of every step i took, making sure enough that NOBODY, yes, NOBODY, stepped on my toe. And wherever there was a crowd, i'de push felicia to avoid my holy toe getting stepped on. We were bickering about the stuffs there, we even bought a watch that cost $2 because it had a really cute panda on it! Mine's purple, Felicia's pink. ^^ Got one for Yvonne too.
Went back to kr at about 9+ in cab.

18 april ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE! w love.
We gave Yvonne a suprised, celebrated her birthday at Tiffany's chalet.
She seemed elated. ^^ May your wishes come true girl. :D
Didnt took many pictures, because i was much more busy to helping people barbeque food. *urgh*

Par par par par poker face, par par par poker face.

2009-04-11T14:52:00.002+08:00

Omg,
im rushing again. I've just got up from bed only and Felicia's rushing me to get ready. It's gonna be Ben's birthday today, Happy Birthday~
Hmm, yesterday nothing much uh, went to kr and then ton at 406.
Imma go get my ass in the bathroom now! Bye!

I knew i was a let down.

2009-04-10T18:20:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, VALERIE. ^^ with loves.

Yesterday went to Valerie's bbq.
When they played cake, i didnt kena! 1st time ^^ Lucky bodoh :x
Baby went home early ): Because probation again.

Tampines 1 opened. Went there before Valerie's bbq.
Fucking human traffic ): There was so many people, i couldnt seem to make my way without a bump in a shop. >:( Get lost people. Not bad ^^ It was quite humongous. Just like vivo. There's even a rooftop but it was drizzling and the seats got not shelters. ):

2009-04-08T11:45:00.003+08:00

I shall hereby that im officially married...

... and designated to live with strepsils. (for the time being)

LOL. It's not a joke and dont laugh! ^^
Im still having high fever, still 38 ++ degrees. And so my mom still bothered about whether she should send me to a hospital. It's almost a week's fever, HIGH fever.
The worst part, I seem to have man voice -.- and only strepsils can help. ^^
Oh, thanks for those get well wishes! So sweet of you all. ^^

This is so cute. ^^
Grab it from someone's blog while surfing.

Baby, i miss our past.

2009-04-07T15:28:00.003+08:00

promise in the dark - keri hilson

Baby, this is for you. ^^ If you pass by, do listen.

Listen...

Can't count on you most of all when I really need it
It's the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I'm starting to see it
This can't work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you just gotta break down and breathe

(Chorus)
And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

Listen...

I just don't know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn't see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I'm tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don't think I forgot
Because I really didn't care if you're lying a lot
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

(Chorus)

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

(Chorus)

So don't promise me
So don't promise me

-
Only you will understand why.

Boredom.

2009-04-04T12:37:00.002+08:00

Hey people. ^^
Sorry for not blogging this few days.
I was down with high fever this few days. On thursday, I woke up with awful body aches, and i hesitated to get up. I slept through, i woke up at about 12, realising that it has gotten worse. My mom called up, telling me to take my temperature, 39.9 degrees, i told her, she said i had to see a doctor immediately. I drag myself out of bed, took a bath. So when i went to the doctor's, he said i got viral infection? Im not sure if i heard it wrongly, but he said it caused my bad throat infection, flu and cough. He gave me two days mc, because he said my fever will be unstable, meaning that it will be high and low. My blog's lacking of photos. ):
Especially with my pretty girls. I realised that i haven't been taking photos with them for quite some time.
Will be uploading & updating soon!

Im still feeling awful. ):

Temptations

2009-03-22T12:27:00.004+08:00

I want this top and...

This top ):

I visited Joey's blogshop. And he was having preorders for them at $ 18 each.
But when he said that i had to wait for 14/15 preorders then he will order them...
So i was disappointed.
Any one who have the tops above, (exactly the same) can tag in my tagboard.
Prefer to have them new.

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Enough of my rants already.
We've patched things up, meaning me and Baby.
Though i was disappointed, i glad enough to have him back by my side. (:
Might be going over to kr later on.
Bye, (:

I wanna make up right now na na. Wish we never broke up right now na na.

2009-03-21T12:36:00.011+08:00

Went to Bugis with Felicia yesterday.
Shopped, and i keep bugging her about caps :x
Went back to Tampines, ate Pasta Mania with her.
Then we went to kr slacked, Sixian came. I and Felicia accompanied Sixian to the Mrt.
I was vexed the whole day. The happenings did put me in a plot of dilemma.
I dont understand why, but there's something pulling me to drown my sorrows by drinking... Thanks Felicia for being there for me.
We bought tiger and went to a block. Tar. She did vomit, yeap.
Went to kr, i couldn't stand up much, or i would vomit.
Then started crying, Siewhong and Yanyan tried consoling me, so did Angela. Thanks.
In the end, cabbed home.

Not long, i went downstairs again to find them as i heard they were at 400 plus.
Slacked, blabla. Nothing much.

Baby i dont understand why you did it. Yeah, I said i was strong, but they knew i'm dying inside. Is it so easy to do it. Maybe, i guess it really is for boys to do it. Your actions make me feel uneasy. Your words make me afraid for who you are. Im even more afraid of seeing you. Because i know i ain't as strong as what everyone thinks.
You were someone who was supposed to be here when i was down. Not them! But you weren't here for me at all. I'm curious, who am i to you. You start hurting me then you come back telling me you realise your mistake. It's very hard for me to trust boys again. What do you actually mean? You meant those words that came out so fluently were lies? All lies? Why do boys always lie. They say they love you for who you are, then they start a quarrel because of who you are too! Do i have to change? DO I? Your words do get me all confused and thinking of so much stupid stuffs, only to aggregate myself more. Stop asking what i want. Why dont you tell me what you want. I don't want anything, but you know i needed you the most. Can you explain to me, you said 'whats the point of staying since we cant even communicate'? Tell me, just one quarrel and you're so ready to let go. Then why hurt me. Then why say sorry. Am i suppose to apologise? Now tell me who's in the wrong. Can you just fucking tell me, once and for all, do you really treated this relationship seriously. I just want to know the truth, i dont want to keep crying, i cant even sleep. I was ready to give you alot more. Everything you had to say, sent the tears right down my face. It hurts me alot, to accept the fact that we're through.
Three cheers for me, because i love ~~loved~~ you.

This is for you.

Lyrics.
http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/l/little_bit/forget_about_me.html

Waiting for you~ Im waiting for you~

2009-03-19T10:55:00.002+08:00

Hi.
Went swimming with Felicia, Tiffany, Siewhong and Yanyan at Tampines stadium yesterday.
): I dont know how to swim. I eve had phobia of playing slides. Because i remembered when i was four, my aunt brought me and my sister & cousins to a swimming pool at Laguna. The slide there made me nearly drowned :x Its a true story! You all gotta believe me! As I was only four then!!! >:(
Took many pictures but they're to be kept privately and confidentially. :O
Still waiting for Baby's text telling me he's returned. Im not even sure which day he'll be back on... ):

I cant lie, i miss you much.

2009-03-18T10:58:00.002+08:00

God damn.
I was planning to go Bugis yesterday but after meeting up with Siewhong and Felicia, it was quite late already, so we changed our plans to staying at kr. ):
Walked around tm and cs. Then we went to pasta mania to eat. (: Instead of pasta, we had pizzas! :D
After eating, we strolled to kr :D
Not long, i cabbed home with Felicia and Tiffany.

Pictures of you,

2009-03-17T11:22:00.005+08:00

Heyhey, (:
Went shesha with Felicia, Wenjie, Yanheng, Siewhong, Xiao Jerald, Joshua and Baby yesterday. (:

Pictures above~

The first part was okay.
But when we left, our stomachs felt bloated ):
Baby, Xiao Jerald and Joshua went Geylang.
The rest went back to Kr. We went to inter to eat chicken rice :D
Then i felt like vomiting, the stuffs keep rushing up my throat, but i cant throw it out. Sickening ain't it?
Felicia was down with a fever. At about 10, kup cab with Felicia home (:

Baby went to Pulau Ubin for 3 days ): The probation thingy de.. Miss him luhs.
It's only the beginning of the holidays and he's gone! ): He'd be back only at Thursday.
The worst part is: HE CAN'T USE HIS PHONE! _|_ ):

2009-03-16T12:08:00.002+08:00

Lalala, nowadays keep drinking bodoh!
): Have to cut down or drinking if not my tummy will be like those lao uncles when im old ):
I still have two cans of carlsberg at home. Yucks! Hate Carlsberg.. I want Tiger! Wasted my money on Carlsberg sia ):

Im officially Fourteen.

2009-03-15T23:50:00.008+08:00

Yesterday celebrated my birthday.
Thanks to those who came and wished me happy birthday.
And special thanks for the presents! Loved them! :D
After celebrating my birthday yesterday, Baby went home. We went to Teddie's and drank. :D
After that went home. :D

Cookie jar.

2009-03-13T23:22:00.001+08:00

Siewhong came my house as i wanted to bake cookies, and invited her over to bake them, i wanted to bake them for Baby as our 1st month's coming.
Above pictures shows the cookies before they were put in the oven. (:
See the cookies, saying S A M, Siewhong, you know what i mean :P

Anger.

2009-03-12T16:21:00.001+08:00

Argh.
I wont be opening a bbq pit at all this saturday! (My birthday) ):
I went to check the weather forecast and its gonna rain heavily that day. _|_ nbcb.
I am so angry! Arghhhhhhh! How am i gonna celebrate my birthday. ): Idiotic, sickening fucked up weather.

I HATE THE RAIN! FUCK IT! _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ _|_ !

Im sick! ):

2009-03-09T12:03:00.003+08:00

Dear readers,
dont get confused!

My birthday is this saturday!

Im stating it clearly, cause alot of my friends though it was yesterday, or even last week. Hahas.
Thanks for the advanced wishes. :D (L)

Yesterday, nothing much. Met Tiffany and Siewhong at tm to study, Yanheng came. Then met Felicia and YanYan at 813. Sam and Junkai came. Soon Baby, Jiahao and Wenjie came! Though we planed to study, it was so hard to concentrate especially with so many people who were not studying. Then they decided to play multi carpark catching, so we played. Then went home early as Baby got probation. Cabbed to a busstop near Baby's house then Tiffany took bus with me. :D

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Today's

Bloody shit.
Woke up in the morning today at about 5.30am. Bathed and prepared to go school. But i was unwell. My throat felt sore and painful. My body aching almost at every joint. My head felt heavy. I knew i was sick. Told my mom i didnt want to go school.
Slept through. At about 10.30am i woke up, went to the clinic and waited for my turn to get my ass in the doctor's room. Doctor examined me. Saying i had throat infection, dry cough, flu and was down with a f*ing fever. Ain't exaggerating but it's true. Got my medical certificate and my medicine. :D

Imma take my medicine now,
write again babes.

Im trying to escape misery.

2009-03-08T12:04:00.003+08:00

I miss my extensions.

Desperately want extensions back (!)

I woke up, the first thing i did was check my phone. I was expecting at least a text from baby saying that he's back from Malaysia. On contrary to belief, all i saw was Siewhong's missed call and a text from Julia. I tried going back to sleep, but everytime i was at the mist of a dream, i would wake up and check my phone again, thus i decided to switch on my computer. He told me he'd be back on sunday morning, but its already 12.19pm ):
There's so many things i wanna tell him; my birthday stuffs, those things that happened, my parents stuff, etc etc. But i guess i'll just pretend that nothing had happened and keep silent instead.

Dear god,
Things are turning real bad within just these few days.
I dont understand, its like why do things take a turn and end up wronging the rights at me. I hope the misunderstandings would be cleared, wrongs to be forgiven.

You feel a million miles away.

2009-03-07T16:44:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, Baby went to malaysia at 2. He'd be back tomorrow morning.
Celestine went bugis with me. She accompanied me while i looked for the clothes & bag i desired. Thanks alot to her! :D
Shopped awhile at bugis street. Then went to Bugis junction. She said she wanted to give me my birthday present, then. So she asked me to choose a lighter from mu-ee.
MY VERY FIRST BIRTHDAY PRESENT. :D She said she was honored :P
We went back to kr and met the others. :D
Slacked, then went to 800 + play carpark catching.
About 3, i went home with felicia.

Without bee here, i feel so empty ): Every moment i wakeup, i dont see a call or text from him, i feel so weird. Quickly come back!

Was i always in the way?

2009-03-05T21:35:00.005+08:00

Yo(!)
I DID WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY.
After school i went to Ben's house. Since it was along the way home only.
He gave me cigarette, and i rushed home after smoking a buying a packet of chips.
Tiffany rang me up, asking me if she could come to my house as she had no key to home and her grandmother had the key, but ending work at 3. So she came.
I quickly got ready, and when i was done, Tiffany went home and i went to kr.
While waiting for bus, suddenly Feilica called me saying her cab stopped outside 7-11 and ask me to hop on. I did. In the cab was Yanheng and Celestine! Then went over to kfc. Then went to kr.
Slacked through. I was reading a damn interesting storybook which my mom bought for me as i needed one for school. It was so interesting that i was so engrossed in it, and turned oblivious to the surroundings! Who says a typical person with "ahlian look" cant study. :P I will prove to you all soon! That my grades be better than what im having now! Just wait and see :D
And there, at 8.53pm, i read on my phone, my baby came. After taking his ez link card from me, he stormed home. He had probation. I understood that today he was really busy so came down sooooooooooo late but i dont know why he's acting this way. Argh. Urgh. Grr. Bye.

Pwned. \m/

2009-03-04T18:35:00.005+08:00

Hellohello, back to posting!
These are the photos for the past few days. (:

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Today went to school. :D
School ended at 9.30am because the teachers had activity or something on. So bee came to find me, and we went to meet ben! Slacked at Ben's house then i went over to the bubble tea shop to buy some food. Bumped into Jane and Angelina there too, while waiting, i sat with them. Chatted. :D After getting my food, i went back to Ben's house. Not long after that, we went over to Eugene's house. We cam-whored at Eugene's house with his webcam.
Then, we went to tampines mall and met Valerie and her friend there. Eugene went off. Smoked, then Valerie and her friend went off.
So the remaining went to kr. I went home to bathe and was planning to come back to kr.
I never thought that i ended up quarreling with my mom, oh bother.
So now, im here posting. (:

Happy birthday, Sam.

2009-03-01T13:22:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday!

Yesterday was Sam's birthday. :D
He had a chalet, opened from Friday till today morning.
Went to chalet on Friday then slacked etc, and i cab home at 12 plus?

Then went back to the chalet yesterday, in the afternoon.
In the evening, played cake after cutting them :x Washed up and then it started raining heavily. We borrowed umbrellas from next door, took turns sheltering each other to the taxi stand. Hahas, i went home to take my phone and bathe. But int he end didnt come back, cause it was raining heavily in tampines too.

Thunderstorm,

2009-02-25T19:13:00.004+08:00

Its been raining non stop!
I was so tired today, and decided not to go out. I went home and slept through, from about 3.45pm till 5 plus? I was awaken by the crashing thunder, and was rather pissed off luh. Now it isnt as heavy as just now like as if tsunami plus tornado was going to blow us all to china. Might be meeting bee later on, for just awhile.

To nothing in my tagboard:
Certainly i would like to get a degree, especially in arts or design. But based on my academic results now, i doubt i'll make it. Everyone knows im a lazybum who never liked books, or rather, words. Maybe ITE as its more relax.

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MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING (!)
Number one! I wanna to get extensions again, i dont care!
Miss my extensions, definitely. Though i feel much comfortable without them. Im so gonna extend them before my birthday.

Number two! Celebrate it with my family too, at different time of cause. (Haven't been celebrating with them for years.)

Number threeee! A simple yet unforgettable birthday :D Thats all to please me.

Do you notice or do you forseen things.

2009-02-24T11:27:00.002+08:00

These are overdued pictures :D
The rainbow was taken at kr's floor.
Created by the glass door.

Hi.
Bye.

Gawd, life's getting boring.
Pon school, go school. Post in a blog about boring life. Upload pictures in friendster, accept & reply comments, accept friend requests. Go to lan, tm or century square. The same old shops with the same old things. Nothing special nor unique. Seriously, i don't know how long this daily routine would last.Im so so so bored at home.

I've got so many things to do, always telling myself, "i'd do that when im free." But in the end, im end up thinking, " lazy lah, nahh, maybe next time." Nothing could brighten up my day man. Its gonna rain soon and i hate wet days. Getting drenched or walking in a slight drizzle irks me most. Still thinking of what to do next, and im out of ideas. x.x I've repainted my toe nails and i just keep staring at the clouds causing the sky to get darker and darker.

And there's one thing i really really want to do:
BAKE COOKIES!

Its been years since i've baked cookies. The days that my father teaching me and guiding me in baking and cooking cant stop lingering! I miss the fun we had, spilling flour here and there, breaking egg yolks when we tried separating them from whites. With the rumbling sound of the machine mixing the ingredients together then putting the cute little pieces into the oven. Coming out like yummy yummy cookies. With the aroma lifting your hand towards a cookie and after each, you'd never stop eating them!
Does that tempt you? I cant seem to remember where i've put my cooking recipes/books. I bet i can bake better cookies then those you expect to turn out after following the recipe in a book. Rawr, im desperate for them ):

I'll definitely find a day at home, spending my time baking! :D

Stupidity.

2009-02-24T09:43:00.004+08:00

Here are the pictures as promised!
:D

Okay, you all must be thinking, "hey its only 9.53am and you're posting?!"
THe fact is, i didnt went to school. I was late and kinda lazy. ( Opps? )
Doubt i'd be coming out today. Cause my mother keep on nagging at me. Oh great.
Im going to update my friendster and blog now, tata.

Will write more later (:

Comparison.

2009-02-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

Im at bee's house now. Didnt want to go home early yet didnt want to be the loner at kr, because couples were there. Since bee had probation, i decided to go to his house instead being alone there.
Went to Montip, and i saw a bag which really did catch my attention, wasnt too complicated in design, just simple and plain. Yet it cost only 18.90 (: Gonna save up for the upcoming events,
Sam's birthday,
Ashley's birthday.
My birthday! 14 March, yeap it falls on our first month too.
With such a tight schedule, yet so little money, im wondering and pondering whether i should start working.

Lets tune in to school (:
Yes, im gonna be attending school regularly, like a normal student would.
But everytime i see my school, my heart wont stop beating with a bullet train of thoughts rushing through my mind, attire, homework completed or not, will i be caught or call out to talk to Mrs low again or Ms Tan, our counsellor. What tests and subjects are we having today, and where would i be going after school.
Though some things aren't that major, but it really stacks the stress. Don't like the feeling being irritated by teachers and cousellors asking me so many questions.
That do suck.

Pictures would be uploaded soon, promised. (:

Okayokay, this part of the post is for annoynymous in my tagboard. (:
You'll have to go to yahoo or google.
Search Photoscrape.
You see a range of websites allowing and offering you to download the software for free.
After downloading, you kinda edit or put them in to pictures, then saving them.
Upload the file to photobucket and the embed it just like other photos (:

Oh hot damn.

2009-02-19T21:52:00.010+08:00

Hello readers. :D
Here are the pictures for Valentines' and the past few days that i haven't been posting. My computer's too lag for me to use, so im kinda lazy yeah. :P
Many things have happened just within this few days.

Currently at baby's house :D
Just now went to sports hall to play lan, as we're banned from kr ): (Because naughty people like us caused many cases there.)
Fucked up right?
Have been quarreling with my mom non stop. She does so many things that threatens and disappoints me. Though i disappoint her too, but im trying to make it up to her, yet she keeps making me more frustrated. (Boo)
Havent been attending school regularly, (Nothing special, because it has always been the same, haha.)

I'll post again!

Cow's moo.

2009-02-17T22:07:00.002+08:00

Yes! Here's the picture alright. (:
Im so lazy to use comp today, just updating some things.
Tomorrow, pictures will be uploaded. (:
Happy belated valentines my dears! :D

The heart that hurts.

2009-02-11T16:09:00.003+08:00

1st Feb, Sunday.
Pierced septum yeahyeah. Actually the uncle fast quite fast, he pierced professionally, allowing me to feel no pain. :D The only part i felt uncomfortable was when i could feel the sharp hollow pin just like when i pierced my lip last year.

Will be posting pictures soon, currently not at home (: Tata.

Nobody knows what's love, because only the heart feels it.

2009-02-08T13:15:00.003+08:00

Its the fifth day without you.

Havent been sleeping well, dont really feel like going to school tomorrow.
Nowadays so many problems. Life dont suck, the things that happen in life sucks.
Browsing through my photos, see those smiles which looked so faked. I dont want to put on a mask everywhere i go. Because i know, its the hurt that's forcing my frown to be there.

Dont know what to say already. Byebye. (:

I just gotta get next to you.

2009-02-07T23:55:00.003+08:00

Baby, its 11.55am now. ):
Its the fourth day without you already. Wondering how you're doing inside, worrying what will happen inside. I'm dying to see your face again. I didnt even see your face before you went in. My heart melted when i received the call from your Boys Home friend yesterday. He said that you told him to pass this message to me, Happy early valentines day, and to take care of myself outside.
I cant stop myself from hating myself, really. I regretted not cherishing you enough. I even took you for granted yet you treated me so good and differently from what i thought. Nobody had ever done so much for me. After 3 weeks, i hope your court sentence wouldnt be separating us again. I cant sleep through the pain baby. It just cut so deep inside without you. So many things happened, and valentine's day is coming. But we'd be missing it. :\

I'll be waiting for you.

Baby, i will wait for you.

2009-02-07T22:11:00.008+08:00

Havent been posting because lazy to online hahas. Here are all the pictures.

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Baby, i miss you. Come out soon.

Fighting a war when you both are losing.

2009-02-01T18:30:00.005+08:00

Moomoo~ :D
The cow way of saying hello.
Busy these few days, haven't been posting/online.
These few days, slack with tiffany they all in the afternoon till evening then i would been heading off to my stead's house.

Yesterday was my ahma birthday so went to restaurant to celebrate.
After that my uncle drove me to kr, there was traffic jam and fuck, he went to pump petrol, so that delayed the time. And i made siewhong wait for me so long. Paiseh.
Then after meeting her, i realised kr isnt open, so i rang lester up asking, he told me it closes all the way till wednesday.
Fine, and then we headed to 813 met sam, ahwei, junkai, felicia, ben, zhizhong. :D
Slacked through.
I remember while felicia tompang me on bicycle we fell. ):
Went to arcade, then about 9pm, i went to find my stead, he tompang me in taxi (:
Love you la bee. :D
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Im so bored at home now.
Family's at aunt house, and later im meeting tiffany! :D
Tata, im off to msn :D

I dont need you to understand me. But if you dont appreciate me, stop saying i've been cruel all these times. You're the one whose being cruel to me. Stop giving me all these craps. I dont know whats going on between you both, but im certainly sure it ain't true. Stop gossiping about me between you both. I'd rather you talk things out with each other than acting like friends when both of you are losing. C'mon B, i have had a good talk with you on friday, and you still dont get what i mean. Think it all over again.
J, stop acting so childish. I dont know its your jealousy or what, but stop pushing the blame to me, when its yourself that you're disappointed with.
You both, stop acting like as if everything's mine fault. Saying that you both are disappointed in me. But its yourself you're letting down.

A little bit of love, a lot of hatred.

2009-01-28T23:34:00.005+08:00

Hello readers. Sorry for not posting yeah? Busy visiting relatives and friends, especially at this period of time, Happy Niu Year. (:
Nah didnt really visit many houses this year, only three.
Yesterday watched The Wedding Game with Siewhong's family, Siew hong, Felicia, Wen Jie.
Not bad, but i didnt really like the ending. The part i hate most is that, we were at the front seats.
God, its like as if we haven't turned our necks for 100 years, after the show, and i felt like vomiting because from the side, ( yes we were sitting at the side) the screen kept shaking, the graphics look like as if they were gonna blind us.
Haha, nothing much.

Went Bedok Hq today, blahblah. 8 and a half hours there, nice one man, totatlly exhausted me, seriously.
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Sometimes, don't you get sick and tired of badmouthing me? Yeah whatever, say what you wanna say, imma bastard, treating you all like hotel but now i haven't, it's yourself who's avoiding the fact that we cannot be together, you. Remember our conversation that really took ages to understand each other? Fine, i've rejected you so many times, but i haven't disappoint you because you're the one letting me down. Telling me you've changed time & time, but i've noticed no changes at all. You're still back to the square one. Maybe im wrong, you've always been that square one.
So much for telling me those shit i actually thought, i was changing for the better, but what you are doing? What you've done? See you're telling everyone not to talk to me, disgracing yourself. Think about the words i said to you before this post. If it's yourself whose disappointed with, don't ever blame others. If it's yourself who'd wanted a stead so much, don't ever blame others just for helping the person you'd say i love you to. Actually, i know where my problems are, but this time, it's none of my business, it's yourself causing this shit you're into. It's because of your attitude, a little jealousy arouse you, you come like "what the fuck, i hate you." I'd doubt you'd even understand. Think about it (:

I'd be a model. (Hahaha)

2009-01-25T15:30:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, met ashley at my house downstairs.
Took a bus to kr with her, met up with the rest and went to Bugis.
Shopped for shoes and tops. Slacked, saw bobbie there!
After eating Long John, we sat outside while waiting for the boys to shop and eat finish.
When we were waiting for mrt back to tampines, Barry smsed me asking me whether wanna go clubbing, omg i didnt even know there was event -.-
So last minute, spent all my money liao cant buy ticket, didnt go. :\
Reached tampines, pei Tiffany find shoes @ Century square.
After that went back to kr and slacked. :D
Sixian, i miss you la. Finally see you. (:

False hope.

2009-01-24T11:46:00.007+08:00

Nowadays lazy to online, lazy to even on my comp.
Yeahyeah, bicycles' thats taking over every now and then.
Same for yesterday, Rode bicycles :D
Slacked etc. Nothing much.
Haha a silly stunt Sam did.
He sat the opposite way on the bicycle while JunKai tompang him. :D (picture above)
The rest of the pictures uploaded in friendster, do visit. (:

Tiffany & Celestine sat on those machines you need to "tong" 50 cent then will move :X
Got a domokun purse for Celestine, hope she'd like it.
Nothing much already.

Suprise me,

2009-01-19T15:55:00.004+08:00

Woots,

just reached home from school.
Yeah school was fine, just that, mr bernard took my nose stud.
He told my mother that i was very 'popular' in school, even he knew me.
Fine, i was feeling a little scared then, he so fierce leh.
So much homework! I doubt i'll ever catch up. So long since i went school, give me a little algebra and im done for. I couldnt catch what they were talking 'bout. English teacher then sent me out to do my composition because i hadn't complete it.
Blahblah, saw so many friends and was like (♥)!

Gosh, i wrote about my obese friend in the compo. ( that really did make me laugh while writing )
Passerbys / schoolmates, thought i were crazy laughing when i was alone at the table.
Chinese new year's coming! Bought new m)phosis slippers, since my other m)phosis slipper was rotting already. Like as in there were worn out. :D

Hmm, imma bathe and meet Tiffany, ♥.

La jalousie.

2009-01-18T15:44:00.004+08:00

Mes battements de coeur ont toujours précipité
toutes les fois que je vois votre nom,
si son environ toi ou d'autres avec le même nom que toi.
Son vous que je pense à. Je ne peux pas l'aider.
Je vraiment ne comprends pas pourquoi vous êtes parti,
pourquoi vous avez dû me laisser derrière tout blessé.

La jalousie,
quelque chose I n'a jamais pensé que
j'interviendrais puisque j'étais ainsi choyé.
Faites-toi donnent même un rien.
Quand j'étais accrocher tellement délaissé sur
la dernière corde avec le dernier fil s'accrochant,
où vous êtes allé. Si vous ne me connaissez pas maintenant,
je doute à peine que vous vouliez jamais.
Son juste un à court terme nous avons été ensemble,
ainsi ce qui. Je biseaute ai laissé vais,
quelque chose qui me tient en arrière.

Translated it to French because i thought it would be best not to let it out.

2009-01-18T15:09:00.002+08:00

Hellohello,

Yesterday went to kr to slack (:
Then we went out smoke,
got this indian guy with a turban so sensitive.
We, teenagers playing, he and his wife, adults, have 10 yrs old thinking.
Oh my god. Goodness gracious shit.
They called the policed saying we insulted them etcetc.
Little bit of racism also want to make a fuss.

After that, some when home.
Slacked etc, about 4.45am then went home.

Parfois j'ai réalisé
son pas le mal qui se sentir im,
son la jalousie.

byeeeeee. (:

2009-01-17T12:44:00.003+08:00

Bangbangbang. :D
Just woke up, and lets talked about yesterday!

Met Tiffany & Sam they all.
Slacked at Kr, while waiting for everyone to come.
Then biked to och and then to Changi Village.
Slacked yeah. In the end didnt go in och. :O Stupid x_x
Eat at Changi Village and the boys went to see Ah Guas.
LOL.
After that, Ashley & Tiffany went home.
Siewhong & Yanyan took bus to kr and waited for us there.
On the way to kr, Jiahao went home.
Slacked through and at 2am i went home, Ben topang me on bike [: thanks!

Look at what Jun Kai did while we were slacking. (picture above)

Est la beauté ce que vous pensez quelque chose est,
d'autres peut dire que c'est un désastre.

imma go eat already bye (:

2009-01-16T15:27:00.003+08:00

And there! These are the pictures during new year count down (:

2009-01-16T14:53:00.002+08:00

Hellohello,

(: Had a really bad quarrel with my mother just now, yeahyeah, we talked things out.
So now my phone & internet's back.
Yesterday met my brothers & sisters ! Finally luh, was damn desperate to see them.
At kr, i saw Christopher there too, with his group of friends.
Played Union battle party in audition with ahsung and his audi friend.
He hacked through. (: Power la! <3
Let Johnny try playing with the hack, haha he was really funny.

Imma go out and meet them now (:
Byebye <3

2009-01-14T21:04:00.002+08:00

Reply to tags :D
to pass;)by-er: thanks. :D
to Sharon ♥: hmm, click the forgot pw/user link?
to passeryby: erm, i play kissms. my friends pulled me in [:
to A;LYN: laopo! i remember you. its going to be 2 years since i knew you from audi. omg.
to Passerbyyy ! (: : thanks for the compliment. im in dunman sec (:
to muffin: lol wont meh. okay then (: see you around bunk.
to Passerby: umm, sorry nope.

2009-01-14T19:22:00.002+08:00

Hey people,

its a "once in a while" that i can be online / seen online, because i cant use the computer cause my mother kept the computer's monitor's plug :X
My phone's confiscated too. Yeahyeah, it means i cant contact anyone.
Fuck it, its like so embarrassing, what generation are we in now and yeah, giving me this crap : confiscating of phone.
Okay maybe that's not too bad. But stopping me from using comp? She actually plugged out the monitor's plugged so i cant see a thing when i get my comp switched on.
Fine, so much for not being to contact anyone, might as well cut off the contract for internet. Oh great, see now even my house phone spoiled, the buttons all unable to be dialed. Sounds like as if they became so poor that they cant even afford a new phone.

To my mother:
I cant see a point why i cant have my phone. Since you've jolly well promised me on the phone when i did so well in my PSLE back then. You shouldn't be unfair to me by just confiscating it. Fine, im not the one paying bills, but if you say i break promises, you drove me to it. You say i dont give a damn about how parents feel, but you dont think back about me. I know im in the wrong, but you've never forgiven me, because i realised i was nothing but a burden to you.

Fuck, my mother just came back, oh well. Thanks to my sister for lying to my mother that she wanted to do a research and letting me use the comp. Thanks alot.

Im so stressed because i could imagine myself going mad sooner or later!
Imagine locked up within four walls and all that linger in my mind are those saddening stuffs. My goodness, somebody save me! Even im so short of food. I have no energy, for 3days im down with fever and its not going down at all, yet im still coming up with a sore throat! Hope things goes well for me during this situation.

2009-01-11T19:15:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went bunk.
Yeahyeah with maplers.
Woots, seeing my bunkers peeps there, totally miss them alot!
Reminds me so much about how i used to go bunk so often in the past and played, run around.
Gosh, people do really change, though i still regconise them. Give me a little smack on my butt, its all i need to remember everything we had then.
Oh many policemen there patrolling, like as if there would be a terrorist then.
They were so cautious! Even an 18 yr old smoking also wanna screen, i was trying hard to laugh it out.
There, i saw my Ai Dong Gua partner, Devil aka Eugene. Yeahyeah took pictures to prove that we were short. LOL.
I guessed something happened there, because later that day there were barely auditioners. Oh i almost could not remember those bunkers names, yet they could even call me from far.
Telling me i've changed alot, i do agree. Went through my photos, just compare the latest and the last, its hardly me now.
Did had alot of fun there. But just wished that we could have as much fun as how we used to have!
Given the number of auditioners now, there were so many new bunkers.
Just walk in to bunk, it really does give a little chill down your spine, EVERYONE WAS STARING AT ME. I even thought my hair got problem or i lai ang.
Just realising most of the things have already faded off. People change from hyper to mute.
Dying to see the fun we had again! Bursting of balloons, going for lunch or dinner in a large group. Even though the group is slightly bigger now, most of the people there i dont even know! Its rather empty at bunk nowadays.

Hmm, lets change subject.

Here i go.

Fuck school. Goodness gracious, i cant stand the rules, i know im not the only one.
Because my hairstylist choose to cut spike for me, i go to school like a Shemale, get it? A shemale. Why? Think it over peeps, its like a girl hair style, but a little boyish; spike. Yucks, its so outdated already. Really regreted leaving my hairstyle a choice to my hairstylist. Seriously. Should have thought twice then.
Oh, imma login to private server for awhile now.

Take care people.
W/love.

2009-01-01T05:45:00.002+08:00

Sisters, brothers.
So sorry for what happened recently and in the past alright.
Give me time to accept the fact and change,
So glad that you've given me all and everything that i needed in my life, warmth.
Just seeing you all smile when i gave you the bubblegum, presents etc, i was elated already.
So many things happened, too quick for me to even catch a breath.
So glad that some of you given me advice and even talked to me. Im very blessed.
Though people change and move on, i will never leave you all out (:
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Posting again :D
Went countdown last minute today cause i was supposed to go for a haircut.
Paiseh had Ashley waiting for me to prepare.
Did had a hell of a time there @ Vivo.
Esp playing with those sprays, i met many of my long lost friends there too.
Im getting tired so wont post a long story.
Ashley came to my house first then we went to vivo to find the rest.
Slacked, ate, cam-whored.
Seperated after we went back,
some went to pasir ris, while i & some others went to tampines.
Met Brandon & John at tampines.
Slacked for only awhile then we all went home.
They cabbed while i walked ._. Pathetic eh?
Talked on the phone with some maple friends while on my way home.
Then i had a moodswing, fucking sudden for me, as i hadnt had one for quite some time.
Its going to be our 1st day of school tomorrow, peeps. ):
Dreads me hearing the word 'school'.
i couldnt bear to see our holidays gone so fast.
It seemed like as if it was only a 1 week holiday.
I wasted so many days not going out man. What the hell.
Was playing maple all these days, couldnt audi because i cant download it.
Went back to maple instead since my sister downloaded it and i was bored staying home all day long without going out for 2 weeks in row.
Okay okay, maybe not that exaggerating, about 1 or 2 days i did come out to slack, around my house area only & of cause Christmas.
What a disappointment, i didnt recieve presents at all. Im so left out man! Peeps! Where are my presents?! ):
Joking lah, dont worry. I dont really crave for presents, just jealous seeing people have them :x

Okay im off to sleep already,
Loves.

2008-12-01T00:58:00.002+08:00

Hahas.
Now im at John's chalet.
Just reached at night.

Went to find Weihong and then bought cigarette and slacked while waiting for Jason to finish his work at Mac @ ecc :D
After that went to take bus to downtown.
Met panda , Tiffany, Sixian and friends at downtown mac.
After that Siewhong came.
Went to the chalet with Sixian then.
Saw Botak then, Yvonne. Hahas.
Smoked, etc. Then followed Tiffany to find Yvonne.
Yvonne,Siewhong, Tiffany and i went to find botak.
Botak gave me a cup of ice lemon tea LOL, so kind bodoh.
I and siewhong went to buy coffee for Sam's mum and Tiffany followed.
Soon came back :D

Okay le i go offline le, other people wanna use the interet :D.
Bye readers & peeps :D
Will post pictures for the last few days.

2008-11-24T13:34:00.002+08:00

Yo people, havent been blogging cause i was with my stead this few days :D
Today not meeting him );
Going pasir ris instead to find julia boyfriend later on :D
Went bunk saw lots of people who keep asking me why i MIA from bunk.
:D I miss them bodoh !

Yesterday went bugis,
saw zoey and kitty working.
I asked kitty pei me shop around,
while walking, saw sixian and tiffany !
sixian and i bought the same thing, i think she was angry.. sorry sixian ):
Gave cigarette to sixian, then kitty went back to work.
After eating, went to boon keng, then went to bee house,
i waited at his staircase.
Then went to fusion to find wangzi :D
Played pool !
After that, bee send me home . But he have to take back to lavender ):
Sorry bee.

2008-11-19T18:49:00.002+08:00

Woo, yesterday,
Daryl, Edward, Malvin, Clement, Jea Jiunn came my house downstairs find me.
Slack awhile then they ride bike go pasir ris, while Jea Jiunn pei me take bus go downtown.
Reached downtown, call Fedrick come out bring me in Barry chalet.
Something happened .
Then after that, i took cab home ._.
Very boring lah at home now .

Bye peeps & readers :\

Barry, dont think so much.
What's happened, already happened.
Remember, you owe a treat [:

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Slowly, i feel that Malvin dislike me. :\

2008-11-18T12:37:00.003+08:00

Got tagged by Clrissa to do this.

1. Do you have secrets?
Yes.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy older than you?
Obviously.

3. Do you enjoy going school?
No.

4. What will you do with a billion dollars?
I'll bribe people to burn your house, with you & your family inside.
Then i'll go to Mars and settle down.

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend's stead?
Please, my bestfriend treats love like primary school love.
Her steads are nerds. :o.

6. If you have to choose one person between your best friend and boyfriend, who will you choose?
Boyfriend, because my boyfriend's my bestfriend.

7. List out your 20 current favourite songs:
Dont have.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what will you do?
That will never happen, i've got my limits.

9. Is there something that has made you extremely happy?
No, I fell off the bike yesterday.

10. Who is your favorite singer/actor?
Your mother.

11. How do you see yourself 10 years ago?
I'll be the most wanted & famous photographer, carrying a Super 100000000x Megapixel-ed Camera, and i know by then, you'll be begging for my autographs & photographs.

12. Who is currently the most important person to you?
Sisters; Tiffany, Sixian, Felicia, Siewhong, Ashley, Doreen, Julia.
My brothers.

14. Which is important? Family or Career?
My family would certainly support me in whatever i do.

15. What is your favorite color?
Purple.

16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
No, because i would give my best in everything i do in a relationship.

17. If two different person fall in love with you, who will you choose?
The one i trust most.

18. Would you forgive the person who betrayed you?
Yes / Never.
Yes; Im a very forgiving person, because i think everyone goes through such situation.
Never; I'll return the person more than double of what he/she did.

19. What will you tell to the person you love?
Nothing. Its the heart that counts. Actions speaks louder than words.

20. Five people I tagged:
Felicia, Tiffany, Doreen, Yupei, Julia.

2008-11-18T08:54:00.002+08:00

Boo,
Today is Felicia & me, Whatever & anything's 4th month !

Sorry i cant go out with you today to celebrate cause im injured. Sorry ):

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Yesterday, Woke up late as we ton-ned the day before.
Quickly got ready for Barry's chalet.
After i got ready, suddenly recieved a call from Daryl.
He said that they were downstairs my house already , wtf. And i didnt even asked them come LOL . He said they topang me go pasir ris and i was like oh, okay . ._.
Rushed down and realised i forgot to bring my fuo pai ):
Daryl topang me till near Dunman there. Clement wanted to repair bike. While Daryl went to fetch Zoey. Clement in the end didnt repair , was too expensive.
Daryl then topang Zoey on the ladybike , while Clement topang me on haro.

Clement said he no license for topang-ing people on haro bikes and request a change with Daryl but Daryl rejected ):

In the end what happened ?

Halfway through, after we just passed Dunman, Daryl & Clement's bike clashed.
Yeah, I flew. and got 9 wounds in return. Fuck, i was really pissed, and was like ' oh dear scar scar scar how how how '
But i didnt cry, Flesh and blood, everything you could see on my legs & arms. There was even on on my waist.
But i didnt blame anyone :\ Only myself, for not wearing fuo pai.

Sorry Daryl, i called you cheebai ._. I was really fucked up. Sorry.
And Clement , sorry that you buang, shouldnt have let you topang me. Sorry.

Although i was the only who got injured / wounded, Clement dont blame yourself, its alright.
The pain's gonna be there for awhile right?

After that, Edward chiong go buy water.
Malvin came to find us cause of 'Accident' .
Edward came, i tried to tolerate the pain while i wash the wounds.
It was unbearable.
I limped, I crawl, whatever. :D Its alright to me because i knew life is all about ups & downs, falls & getting up.

Edward said i was a powerpuff girl and superwoman haha.
Malvin then gave me a cigarette and said , smoke liao then nothing le. LOL

After resting, Malvin took the ladybike topang me go Barry's chalet to rest.

Reached there. I thought i saw Barry and shout his name, so paiseh.
Saw sixian inside the chalet, asked her come out , she ask me go in. Nevermind, because she didnt know i wounded. Fedrick came, he hold me and pei me go in the chalet, saw my sisters, Guanli, Bryan, Keith and a really chio girl inside.

Only Sixian cared, she was the only one who asked what happened and was shocked.

The rest? They laughed.

Was devasted, went out to smoke then.
Zoey came, i realised Zoey wasnt as bad as i thought after all.
Zoey pei me go wash wounds again, then i shout/screamed.

Went out of the chalet because i didnt want to see my sisters, my beloveds whom i never thought would laugh at such a situation. It added salt to my wounds.
Tell me im wrong, because you all are all that i ever need in life.

Zoey pei me sit at the stairs. I asked her to call fedrick come cause i wanted to smoke. Yeah, there she went. She's a really good person.
After smoking, i felt giddy and turned really really pale. Lucky i didnt faint, bought a drink a tried to bear with the giddy-ness.
Went to Aaron's chalet to rest, saw Doreen & Mervyn.
Smoked, went in to rest but played DJ Max & Tekken instead.
Waited for Julia Boyfriend to come. Zoey left then.
Julia soon came. She's the only one i can turn to now. Im so blessed to have someone like you, dear.
Went to her house, because she wanted to change.

Went to meet Malvin they all.
Drinked Carlsberg & Breezer.
Went to E hub's toilet.
Then after help Julia boyfriend put fake eyelashes, my kick come.
I was seh, I knew what i was doing, but i just couldnt control myself.
After quite awhile, went to Aaron's chalet, vomited.
Oh, felt so much better of cause.
Went toilet, slacked awhile then took cab home because i wasnt feeling good.

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Sunday,

Met Barry & Tiffany then went to Tampines Mall & Century Square walk walk.
Went to kr, meet Ben, Johnny, Wenjie.
Slack slack slack, etc.
--
Something happened ._.
--
Thought Ben was giving attitude again & so i asked if he was angry with me.
Only then i realised that, he thought i was angry with him too. Haha.
Went to Pasir ris with Barry to find Julia boyfriend.
Met her & Yiru, Barry was dulan, & he soon went off.
Yiru went dont know where also ._.
So Julia & i went to find Yiting, Yupei & Angela because i wanted to borrow fake eyelashes glue. My fake eyelashes was about to drop.
Angela stole bicycles & went cycling, enjoying breeze haha.
That day was the 1st time i cycled since i've stopped cycling at primary five.
Slack & met Malvin they all.
Slack slack slack , then Clement topang me home with Daryl accompanying.

Bye readers & peeps :D.

2008-11-16T17:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, went to puala ubin !
Woke up late , about 12 plus.
Saw clement's missed call so called him back and they were they already ._.
So , malvin met me 1st cause we both woke up late , and we went to puala ubin.
Met Alfred, Daryl, Zheng Hao, Aaron, Edward, Clement, Fedrick there.
They went there for fishing :D
Yeah took many pictures, the breeze there was quite nice .
There were many stray dogs, and we fed one of it prawn heads, as we didnt use them as baits.

After awhile, alfred topang me go round, and we saw a monkey !
Went back, asked malvin pei me go buy drink & food :D
While drinking, a bee drink the sprite ! wtf. Those Things at puala ubin are really weird, aren't bees suppose to eat pollen? honey comes from bees which comes from those nectar of flowers what. Dont tell me got honey taste like sprite? .___. wtf .

While fishing/slacking, fedrick's slipper drop in the water LOL , so we tried getting it back * the slipper so stupid, keep flowing the same way as the currents, circles . ._.

Went back at about 6.
Wanted to go och, then malvin so dulan cause at first we all say want to go, then i dont want then daryl over there kpkb :\
Sorry malvin !

Went back to pasir ris to slack, Clement, Fedrick, Edward, Daryl, Aaron went home.
Left me , Alfred & Zheng Hao. Malvin went to kope bike.
Julia called and met us.
After eating at 444,
Malvin lend us a bike, julia cycle, while alfred topang me go 201. Julia & i waited for yiru , regene and barry to come. Went to mac to buy mc flurry. Saw weihong & dugra. Went back to my house downstairs wait.

Soon, yiru & regene came, we went to mac to eat, met elton there.
Then went back to my house downstairs slack and barry came :D
Slack slack slack, till regene went home, after yiru help her spray her bike.
They continued slacking, while i went home to sleep :x

Friday, clement came to topang me go find daryl they all . :D
we slack lor, usual slacking . nothing special happened :\

Bye readers & peeps :D

2008-11-13T13:16:00.009+08:00

Hahas, tuesday , tiffany jio me go play pool with my sisters [: but Doreen& sixian wasnt here , D:

Felicia came to my house and while i got ready , tiffany came too.
Went to bubble tea shop at 201, they bought bubble tea & cheese fries . :D
Walked pass the 209 basketball court, saw Quan Long kor :D . Said hi , He gave me Chiong cigarette , ang :D After eating, went to the busstop near Chongzheng and took a bus to safra .

At safra, Felicia was like so cute luh, keep say dont know how to play, i was like laughing agreeing with her that i myself didnt now how to either. Tiffany was like telling me about she hadnt played in a long time, only since yanyan and darren were stead(s) . Went to billard room to book a table, and at the same time went to fetch siewhong, after we so siewhong, the person called us telling us we had a table :D woohoo. I start ball ._. the ball flew and Felicia was like laughing , i Laugher till my stomach ached and tiffany was like stunned tio x_x LOL
Siewhong was very very power bodoh !
Played, Panda came, johnny & alex came , ben , sam and milstein came.
They pwn our table ):

Something happened ._. i hope that wont make doreen hate me . :\
Im sorry my dear doreen. >_<

Tiffany & i went to take bus back to 201, i went to look for my friends.

I met sharron , zhiming, and kok wei .
Kok wei was really weird that day, he less guailan and more & more i laughed to his jokes . :D
Kok wei went home , sharron & zhiming pei me me wait for bus go pasir ris . :D

i met Fa dong there, something happened.

Then i met malvin they all , we drank :D
After drinking, heavy rain came D: .
Slacked, tio screen . blabla .

Alfred was kinda good , although he was abit seh-seh , he still topang me on bicycle home . from pasir ris to 201 tampines. When we were reaching i kept wanting to vomit, but nothing came out :\ then i walked up my stairs, almost fall . seriously, no joke :\.

Slept really well through the night.

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Yesterday met Julia boyfriend. For some reason, aaron was with us.
Then Johnny, ben , alex came.
I told julia pei me home to change and bathe, since we were at my block downstairs.
We ate mango pudding/jelly at my house :D My mum made it, yeah Julia said it tasted good. :D
Went to bathe while i asked my sister to let Julia use the comp.
While getting ready, tiffany & siewhong came to my block downstairs, A& kept calling me to faster.
Went down, slacked awhile, tio screen ._.
Julia, aaron & i went to pasir ris.
Oh , Boyfriend, i do understand what you mean. Because im feeling the same way now.
Met, elton they all. Slacked, Fedrick , edward & clement came .
Slacked . :D
Then malvin topang me go tampines blk 334, under Darren block.
Met darren, then darren bring me go alvin block, wait for him come down so i can get back my cap. Malvin went to mac to fetch yiru, alamak dont know how spell her name psps.
And suprisingly, Darren and alvin knew her . :O

Nelson came, alfred too. After that, Malvin topang me go 216 , my house ! :D Thanks malvin ! I know it's tiring >_< Sorry !

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Must remember : Owe panda some money cause sam they all never pay the pool thing .

Bye readers & peeps :D

2008-11-11T12:31:00.002+08:00

The day before yesterday,
Weihong called me about 10- 11 , so i bathed everything and went down to mac and met dugra, weihong & jason.
They were drinking Absolut vodka, mixed with coke Zero, :D tasted not bad .
Yes, and of cause i drank , and im telling you peeps, I WASNT DRUNK OK. haha.
After that went home, cause gastric, didnt eat for 3 days , and still drink alcohol which was stupid. after awhile, Aaron called, he came to topang me to pasir ris.
Went to mervyn house :D mervyn house got chihuahua :D sibeh cute and guai .
Mervyn's bed was very comfy . Slept through , wakeup & went to eat breakfast . :D
Aaron kept snatching the blanket away , and i was freezing ! D:
Slacked awhile, cause heavy rain and waited for rain to stop.
Finally, went back to his house and slept till 7 plus ._. went to eat mee pok at west plaza ! :D
Jackson came to topang me back home again ! :D because aaron dont want topang me home ( so bad ) D:
Went home and , wahhhhhhh shuang finally , 4 days no sleep on my bed LOL.

Bye peeps & readers :D

2008-11-09T20:40:00.004+08:00

Yo peeps, just woek up , sorry for not postin haha.
Saturday went to kaiwen's chalet :D
I went home yesterday to bathe and came back to the chalet till today then go home. Haha saturday many things happened so dont wish to mention all. :D

And here we go ,

Saturday ,

met up with malvin and co. so called make some new friends too , haha they were really full time jokers . Went to e hub to slack , they so funny , fedrick started smoking in the top most level same as k box there . And alex followed . there were even cameras around .
Slacked , smoke etc , went back to chalet blablabla.
The whole night didnt sleep till kaiwen's friends got up , i slept so did Julia, Sara , Darrick, Elton, Aaron. Haha Julia snored, sara told me. Went to sleep , when i got up , everyone was in the chalet watching tv LOL . and sara and darrick were laughing , they told me i molested Aaron ._.

Sorry Aaron D:

Woke up and Aaron buy bubble give me play LOL because i wanted to :x

After playing slacked , then went home bathe , took a short nap and came back to the chalet . :D
Took bus to downtown and aaron waited for me there , elton and fedrick also were there , went back to the chalet and was really in pain because of gastric D: went to e hub to buy bubble tea :x Pudding milk tea, woo . Nice bodoh , intro-ed by Barry :D

Lalalalalalala , slack, slept, woke up, played, slept, laugh laugh and didnt stop laughing LOL.
Finally checked out,
and Jackson came to tompang me home since he lived same block as me ,
we cycled in the heavy rain home ._.
Thanks Jackson :D

Okay bye readers , hahaha.

Oh My Banana.

2008-11-07T14:00:00.004+08:00

Haha, yesterday went to jackson's house , then went 201 to meet tianning together go back to primary school since it was e fair :D
Went to the e fair so my p6 teacher mrs chan ! :D

Bought popcorn , candy floss :D but the candy floss got stuck to my hair D: .
Then watched my p5 sister perform :D i took a picture above. Saw lester , he followed us [:
Then talked to some ex-primary school mates , :D.
Went to mama shop opposite the school to get ice cream & drink then jackson went home to change , cause he had work that day at 5pm.
Went back to school then i saw joey & amos .. .______. !
Then i asked joey if he wanted to play pool at safra with us, primary sch mates :D
He said ok then we went to safra :D

Reached there,some played bowling there , while we went to billard room , but tianning lied ! she didnt play pool... then we played played played.
Suddenly 3 boys sat on the bench and asked for my name and kept disiao say what want jio , sibeh dulan , jitao change mood & face.when i open my phone, cause i wanted to view sms , they said omg call zui liao , zhao . then they went off lol !
It was rather stupid lah , if they dared to disiao , dare to face the consequences right ?

After pool, i told lester to go home, cause he had to go home by 7 and it was 6.25 .
Yeah , and so there he went off , my little boy . ( not stead la , he my p5 sister stead. :D they same class k :D )
Followed joey to met his two friends , took a bus to whitesands :D !
Met them at the foodcourt and there was three friends !
There was two boys that we were suppose to meet and a cute girl called huixian i think..
I and her talked , and decided to call Julia down :D
Waited for Julia and mac, and i was very very shag and giddy , hadn't had my meals that two days lol. But i didnt let them know bout it :D

When Julia came down , she recieved a call , got taiji . all go there.
-Taiji part :D -
When ended, helped malvin they all distribute car flys, which were supposed to be left on car's windscreen. After finishing , went to slack , then malvin topang me on bicycle, home :D

Thanks malvin !

Home sweet home, there i went off after those sms-es , and slept :D

2008-11-05T16:41:00.002+08:00

Haha, some pictures of weihong , jason kor & my papa , samuel :D
Very long never slack with them le , i mean like as in 1 week or less.
Miss them loads man.
Yesterday went to ecc , then met jackson , yuzhuang & yuwei there , the played basketball while i talked on the phone. Then went to kr with wenjie & clement , met ben & sam brother there , while jackson went home to change & eat , yuwei yuzhuang went home change i think.waited for jackson at kr , then went to safra meet, zhiming, kok wei , jess , sharron , yu wei , yu zhuang there . :D On the way there had gastric D: but never say anything . Reached safra and we played pool ! :D hehe .
Though i very noob. Practice makes perfect :D

Wish i could buy the whole pool table . :x