Photos from last week.
A person's heart can change real quickly.
It isnt hard for me to trust someone but everything's changing just too fast.
It's so hard to accept the fact that things aint just changing, they're just mutating or something? Its so fast that i cant really understand why they'd turn out like that. Its pretty upset seeing someone close to you drifting away from you. You dont wish to lose this connection but everything is just slipping from your hands. Had a nice long chat with Tiffany last night, she'd know what im talking about.
Life's boring. Today ended school early because of dont know what O level stuff. And i have been dazing in school today, really reflecting or just pondering about many things. I've realised, happy things do happen to me but its the unhappy ones.. They always come in clusters! What i meant was that, everytime something made me unhappy, it wouldnt be the only thing making me upset, there'd be so much more.. So i really need to pour out my thoughts.
Baby's attitude is changing again.. Like a cyclone hit me.
I really want it back, want it back, want it back. I want the feeling back. The feeling you give me, the feeling that make me happy because i know im loved, pampered. Making me feel really important! This two days, you've been so short tempered.. or maybe just angry. But what have i even done wrong.. Asking me to find other boys to accompany me, pft. Yet i tolerated it the first time. And on my way home you totally pissed me off. Was pissing me off on purpose or did something happen that made you upset? I dont mind letting you vent your anger on me but why? Im trying to give you all my attention and time now, i've change, yeah im still trying to change for the better! But you have to give in to me sometimes right? Im always loaded with work, and you'd throw your temper out of the blue. Im not begging for someone to pity. Its just that i wanna know, what have i done wrong this time round? Its so weird you know. And yet i have no one to turn to because the person isnt there for me. When im upset, your reply is "Then go angry till yo happy lo" There's so much more i wanna pour out.
Waiting for Feliciabee come (:
