I dont know what to do without you. It's like lifeless for me. You say move on.
Yeah, im trying to budge, that's the outside. Inside, you froze me, im totally
lost. You made everythin so bright for me, now you're gone, im living with blindness,
i dont get to see the outside of me. Everything seems fine, but it doesnt feel alright
inside. I've been trying, trying to hold on to you. Though its effortless, people
around me dont get my message when my eyes, "Hey, we've broken up and im pretty much
upset!" They just go like, "Uh, not my problem." kind of feeling. I see nobody there
for me, not even Felicia. I dont expect that because i know all i need is him.
Listening ears, lending shoulders, dont seem to cheer me up. Im trying my best to
be the happiest girl in the universe, sadly, everything seems too fake for me.
You're tired, im pushing myself harder to let you notice me. Look, who's the tired
one here. Mine ain't a major problem, but it's a bombastic mistake i've made.
You left with no mistakes. I stay and people say im a mistake. I need no pity,
i need no care. Because the main one is you, you leaving, we breaking up, me needing
to move on. I cant. Yes, i cant. Not because i refuse to, plainly not because i
cannot, but because i love you. You say move one, i see you walk away instead. You're
the one moving, i'll be the one seemingly moving yet still so glued to you. Who dont
want a perfect relationship. That, we'll have to make, change, and go through many
obstacles, i know. But you're not giving me a chance to. Nothing, nobody, no
relationship is perfect. We foresee what we want and expect. But it's too late
anyway. I can change nothing, it doesnt concern you anyway, you say. No need for
anyone to go to an extravagant extend to help me, c are for me nor bother about our
relationship. I can change nothing anyway, neither can others, in our relationship.
Talk about burdens, im one. With how much i love you can earn me nothing already.
It's a bunch of broken promises and the words are a piece of shit that i wish i've
never said.
Still love you alot.
